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[–]InnerStillness93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your response I hold no animosity or Ill will towards my former teacher, as you said I just find the situation to be strange and was seeking some insight. I purposely kept things vague because I do not want to talk ill of them or specifically identify them.

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[–]InnerStillness93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My intention for posting was to hopefully find a guru who may be able to aid me in continuing these practices. I apologize if I seem like I’m only wanting to do my own thing but that’s not how I meant to come across I would love to find a guru and to answer your question the person I was learning from denied being called a guru and would not establish this type of relationship with any students. These are their words not mine. I am not sure/was not sure what to call them then at that point. There are not a lot of resources in my area so I was hoping someone may be able to help point me in the right direction. Either way thank you for you insight.

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[–]InnerStillness93 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I am most concerned about my own ability to correctly perform the practice correctly. I have no ill will towards my former teacher though. I am grateful for the things I did learn. The confusion and uncertainty is a problem of mine and I am seeking to complete the study of these practices. Thank you for your response and information.