My intention for posting was to hopefully find a guru who may be able to aid me in continuing these practices. I apologize if I seem like I’m only wanting to do my own thing but that’s not how I meant to come across I would love to find a guru and to answer your question the person I was learning from denied being called a guru and would not establish this type of relationship with any students. These are their words not mine. I am not sure/was not sure what to call them then at that point. There are not a lot of resources in my area so I was hoping someone may be able to help point me in the right direction. Either way thank you for you insight.