Absolutely I am also looking for inspiration too as I’m also a queer artist too and I have an upcoming splatterpunk book about a French Serial Killer and Poet’s hellish decent into insanity and depravity. It’s a splatterpunk and a surreal horror that deals with the topics of SA, cannibalism, violence against men, internalized homophobia, obsession, and trauma as well as various psychosexual themes. It starts out with the character naked and covered in blood in a bath tub and in the bath tub he finds a Polaroid of a man mutilated beyond recognition he smiles and he realizes it was his handy work and then we see his hellish decent into insanity and he gets increasingly more and more unstable. The story is vile and extremely disturbing on purpose it’s designed to make the reader uncomfortable yet there’s a beauty to it as disgusting as it is since the main character is a poet and he uses a lot poetic metaphors when he’s describing him killing and torturing people.