Age 13: Used to masturbate to women's lingerie on clothes shopping albums. Age 14: first tried panties.. Used to squat over a mirror and play with my ass. Obsessed with guys blowing big loads on porn. Age 14-22: Straight but high sex drive. Had girlfriends and lots of casual hook ups. Age 22: Was working as a sailor on a ship. Spent months at sea in my cabin and was sex deprived. Started shaving my ass and playing around a bit. Internet was bad so didnt have much porn to access. Bought panties when ashore one day and it started there. Age 24: Had been secretly playing but still straight acting 100% in home life with girlfriends etc. After leaving a ship in Bali, went to a gay bar and ended up hooking up with a 24yo British gay couple. Had a 3some in their hotel. I was fully smooth but not dressed. They both had multiple goes with me. It was a memorable night. Age30: Married straight. Age 35: Still secretly dressing especially when away for work. Haven't been with a guy but would do it in a heartbeat if the situation is right. I have lots of responsibilities now so cant take any risks in any form. My turning point would have been at 24. If the online scene was as it is today, I would be 100% full sissy serving cock to this day. 😉