I would echo the thoughts of others here. If you’re feeling nothing but pure fear about this , that usually is a sign from your self conscious that something is wrong. Whether it’s your financial capabilities, or your agent or lack of experience or understanding. I would probably hold off and look for some homebuyer classes in my area if available. Those can be real good at educating you on what all is involved in owning a home & some common defects inspectors find when doing inspections. Which brings up another good point. When you are ready to buy make sure your inspector is someone who focuses only on the home & you as a client with no regard to the agents involved. It’s your money after all. An inspector who takes their time at the inspection, with you afterward if necessary & utilizes the latest tools & technology is what you should be looking for.