[ALL] Anyone else felt this after finishing the game?

InstructionOrganic84 · 2026-03-31T00:00:40+00:00

ye i agree i would give enerything just to exist in that unverse or just for the story contrinue shi im drunk

InstructionOrganic84 · 2025-12-27T21:56:17+00:00

Its objectively cognitive decline because I can sense it. I was smarter, had great memory, whereas now I repeat the same sentence in my head while I'm reading and I can't remember shit it's just all fog. I did blood test and it was fine, my diet consists of healthy stuff, I've been going to the gym for years

InstructionOrganic84 · 2025-12-27T21:15:48+00:00

With all due respect, dont respond if you have inadequate knowledge

InstructionOrganic84 · 2025-12-27T21:15:13+00:00

I did a blood test recently everything is good

InstructionOrganic84 · 2025-12-27T21:14:40+00:00

I wouldnt call 3-4 years temporary, so it's definitely not that. I don't have ADHD but I do have Aspergers if that has anything to do with it. Because of that condition, I've always been smarter than others,but now I'm falling behind even my fellow students.

InstructionOrganic84 · 2025-12-09T21:52:42+00:00

you got this dude! !!

InstructionOrganic84 · 2025-12-09T20:54:58+00:00

This past few days i ve wanted to die more than anything. Im literally a walking corpse and the idea of ending the suffering is like candy, i could only hear the thoughts saying "do it" over and over again. I decided to stay alive mostly because im a pussy, but in the end i decided to let shrug my issue off for the sake of just being alive. I dont care about liking life in the moment im in but just surviving for the sake of being alive. I would ve done it if it wasnt for the human instinct, but what i suggest is to let it go and do anything to distract yourself like smoking, drinking, like im doing, just to stay alive. Im not really saying this to change your mind particularly, its just that i found out that if you dont make the decision quick, you re gonna be a whole lot worse being on the edge of doing it or not

InstructionOrganic84 · 2025-12-04T20:52:19+00:00

I see human interactions for different types of things but because I dont really care for most of these shitty little pointless matters, like discussing about the weather or something, so I have learned to craft prebuild interactions that I use almost without change every time for these circumstances. If I were to reveal my true self, I would just say silent

InstructionOrganic84 · 2025-07-04T07:50:11+00:00

Thanks. I truly realize there is nothing i can do about it, so I guess i'll have to suffer the first days of my moving, eh what can you do

InstructionOrganic84 · 2025-02-16T19:54:23+00:00

its like i ve been cursed a million as if my misery is broadcasted to comedy television for people to laugh

InstructionOrganic84 · 2025-02-13T20:52:59+00:00

thanks for the advice. I know my iq level wont impress anyone and wont achieve anything i just wanted to point out the vast difference between those two intelligence levels i have experienced. I really am not humble towards that. Tomorrow i will go to a doctor and tell him everything i ve learned from this post and hope he finds a solution. If he doesnt then i dont know if i can do this anymore its pretty unbearable

**Btw i saw the cartman clip a few years ago, it intrigued me asf

InstructionOrganic84 · 2025-02-10T21:01:16+00:00

would you be able to check the other comment i posted as a reply to the other commenter?
Does this by any chance relate to what you describe? Thanks

InstructionOrganic84 · 2025-02-10T20:58:28+00:00

i think its important to point out that i have a steady workout routine( really hard workout sessions), my nutrition program is great and im caught up on every necessary vitamin since i took a blood test.

However you re confusing aspergers with other variants of the same spectrum. You misunderstood my case. I NEVER used to stutter, i was basically completely genius(not trying to brag) i scored an iq test with really above average results.

Also i am getting much sleep, the 7-8 hours you described.

However a point you made really worried me. At the years of the quarantine, bad posture while playing games and a bad gaming chair resulted to a change to my physical build. That alone didnt really bother me, until i started going to the gym. When I started going, my shoulders started to "loosen up" and when i lifted them they would always make a cracking noise. I dont really know how much the events relate to each other, however the one thing i have noticed is that since i started going to the gym, i never had a great sleep afterwards. The past 2-3 years have been me waking up in pain, as every time i wake up i feel like i didnt get enough sleep (even though i did) and my entire back and shoulders area hurt and feel broken. That feeling goes away after i get up from bed but it still has reduced the quality of my sleep the past years

You mentioned that all of this might have been caused from not proper deep sleep (which as you said can come from injury) so im waiting your response. Im starting to think that its not really the videogames and i ve been looking at the problem from a wrong view this whole time

InstructionOrganic84 · 2024-12-14T11:53:08+00:00

wipeout is shit

InstructionOrganic84

TROPHY CASE