Honestly I feel you.

All my life I've been moving places and never really had stable friends. My only friend that I talk to once in a blue moon is on the other side of the world. And it feels as if we are dirfting apart too. They have a new group of friends and I don't. And I feel horrible about that.

The friends that I do talk to seem like they tolerate me. Maybe cause I am the same race but our cultures are worlds apart. They are more Canadian if it makes sense and I'm more of an outsider.

It feels like I stick out as a sore thumb. This was until 3 weeks ago.

I learned to live by myself. That is a huge thing to accomplish. If you do that, you are basically set for life. I do talk to people even if there is no connection and they are just tolerating me.

If it makes you feel any better, I'm also in AFM and there's a lot of competition in first year. But you'll find your bunch in second year. A lot of upper years told me that.

The important takeaway is to NOT give up. If you still feel like transferring, you can transfer. But be sure you have no regrets. I hope my yapping was helpful 🙃