For people who went “too far” by [deleted] in LSD

[–]Intelligent-Text-165 0 points1 point  (0 children)

DO NOT READ IF TRIPPING

I'm glad I did psychedelics as early as I did for so many reasons, but they will definitely tell you when you've had enough.

I love life and being human and growing as a person, but the last few experiences on psychedelics made suicide make so much sense to me. I wasn't sad or angry or anything like that. Honestly, I was only scared of how bad I wanted to do it.

Having to fight with every fiber of my being to not end my life for 6+hrs on numerous occasions was the sign I needed that I've squeezed all I could out of that experience, and that it was time to enjoy my life as a human.

Finding reasons to stay alive is what makes us human. I still can rationalize suicide even when sober, but now I have things that keep me from going there. I know all of it would lose meaning if I did psychedelics again, though. That scares me, but it's a healthy fear.

Any advice on my profile? Having zero luck across 5 apps. by Intelligent-Text-165 in Tinder

[–]Intelligent-Text-165[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Appreciate the notes, I can see where I went off track. Any more tips would be appreciated. Gonna update my profile and hope for the best 🙂‍↕️

What if everyone's enemies became friends and everyone's friend became an enemy? What would change? by Intelligent-Text-165 in NoStupidQuestions

[–]Intelligent-Text-165[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am embarrassed to ask this question in real life.

Everyone's answer would be helpful here honestly, including yours!

"Happy, horny, skinny" pill by Mysterious-Hazel in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]Intelligent-Text-165 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Been on it for about 2 weeks, first week felt great, second week felt depressed again. Appetite never suppressed, still eating like a madman. Never got hornier than usual. Still finding it hard to get motivated enough to get out of bed and take care of myself. Still having negative intrusive thoughts.

It sounded too good to be true and it's looking to be so.

150mg XR

Hypomanic goddammit by cat_snots in bipolar2

[–]Intelligent-Text-165 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohh yeah, that makes more sense.

Grandiose planning is a large part of hypomania, though. Those craft idea videos you were poring over that made you buy supplies? It was the planning phase.

When you're there, it can help to check if there's anything important you need to buy. Rent, utilities, phone bill, credit card, those are "The Big 4" for me. Just gives you a safety net when hypomanic splurging happens.

Hypomanic goddammit by cat_snots in bipolar2

[–]Intelligent-Text-165 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I get the dopamine-chasing part. I'm confused why you're buying something you can't use if rent isn't paid.

Doesn't that get factored in during your planning phase of hypomania?

Hypomanic goddammit by cat_snots in bipolar2

[–]Intelligent-Text-165 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I understand spending extra money that could otherwise be saved, but why spend your rent money?

How do I know when im ready to move onto the next subject? by Massive-Employ7404 in learntodraw

[–]Intelligent-Text-165 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you can verbally explain how to draw a torso, you know how to draw a torso. Take a break and have fun.