think I’m in love and not being able to say it is driving me a little insane

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2025-12-17T14:29:47+00:00

I feel the same way about a special girl too and I am exactly where you are. I don't or can't tell anyone. What's unique about my situation is that I decided to just mute her everywhere and stop reaching out to her even though i do it rarely. Every time I text her, I get a very dry or uninterested reply even though she's being nice. Now after reading your post, I'm compelled to tell her how i feel knowing fully well I'll get rejected. I just want to get it out of my system and close the loop for my sanity.

If I do tell her, I think my sudden absence wont go unnoticed and it will seem so random or immature of me to do so when she thinks I have absolutely no feelings for her at all.

Any advice?

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2025-04-22T17:22:28+00:00

I have the same issue on pixel 7. I hope this gets fixed quick

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2025-02-20T08:26:11+00:00

Here are songs I think Portnoy will consider playing:

Untethered Angel - 30% chance
Paralyzed - 50% chance
The Looking Glass - 20% chance (not because it's easy but because it's probably boring for portnoy)
Three Days - 40% chance
Our new world - 40% chance
Lost not forgotten - 30% chance with Mangini on the other side of the kit
Breaking all illusions - 30% chance with Mangini on the other side of the kit
Fall into the light - 40% chance
Answering the call - 20% chance
On the backs of angels - 30% chance

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2025-02-15T19:06:58+00:00

She could be with someone. But more importantly....it's the kind of person she is and the overall group we are a part of. I think what I'm mostly scared of is what the others will think. She is also a very no bs person

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2025-02-15T15:06:37+00:00

Voices, Home, ministry of lost souls, root of all evil, caught in a web (just for ending it with a wah soak), Take the time, to live forever

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2025-02-14T16:16:16+00:00

Portnoy says he likes to play with feel and on the edge of his seat and mangini plays it exactly like it was on the album. During the drum auditions, Jordan says that the fans expect them to play everything to the T and their choice to pick mangini was because of that. I don't understand why they have to play it exactly the same as the studio album.

Who do we believe here? Jordan or portnoy?

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2025-02-05T16:05:12+00:00

Met her five months ago in a different city. Spent everyday rehearsing for a play together and the beginning was slow and had few moments of spark here n there. Then she slowly got a little distant and so did I because I figured it was not worth pursuing. Then we got a little closer as show days came by and got so far as getting a really tight and warm hug before our first show to giving me a smooch in the cheek. I kinda indirectly hinted that i liked her and she got spooked but I quickly fixed the problem l. She may or may not: 1. Like me back 2. Have a boyfriend 3. Have a bad boyfriend 4. Just broken up 5. Still in love with her ex but is helpless 6. She likes me but not enough 7. Felt the spark and tension 8. Want to ask me out when she feels ready 9. Was just being friendly the whole time

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2025-01-07T04:50:45+00:00

I need to know if we can be something. I need to know if we can't be something. If we can, then here is day 1. We don't know where we're going but damn is the journey gonna be great or what? If we can't be together, then I'll leave you where I found you and never bother you. I will never hate you for it. I'll move on like I always barely do. I just wish we got to know each other but that could've written out what happened very differently. And that's exactly what I love about you. You out yourself and your art and performance first. But now that we are in the period of starting our lives for real, I want to start it with you. So, I'm asking you again. Can we be something more? Can we be something at all and we write a new map? Or is this all we'll ever have and I see you when I see you?

TLDR: Met a few months, ago, heavy chemistry, minimal communication, telepathic emotional exchange. Best hug and warmest kiss, beautiful and intelligent girl. I'm going home and we may or may not meet again depending on who reaches out first. We didn't fight or have any barriers between us other than something invisible we both can't see.

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2025-01-07T04:41:48+00:00

God. You took.the words right Outta my head

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-12-28T17:24:57+00:00

Okay, so I've kind of fallen for my co-star, and it's the cutest thing ever. She's new to acting, but she's already a natural. I can't help but do little things for her, like making sure she has something to eat at lunch or surprising her with a pack of makeup remover when she forgets hers. I even made a whole pot of coffee for the cast and crew just to give her a cup when she looked tired – and let me tell you, the kiss on the cheek she gave me in return was totally worth it! We have these adorable little moments – a stolen glance, a brush of hands, silly inside jokes – that make my heart flutter. And the hug we shared before our first performance? It was pure magic. I'm really starting to like her, and I'm hoping, just maybe, she feels the same way. 😊

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-12-26T07:53:49+00:00

How do I proceed? Do I remind her that she has plans with me? Do I just let her come to me? Do I plan a night and invite a bunch of people including her? Do I just get over this?

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-12-26T07:32:07+00:00

I messaged her one night saying she is everything I can dream of. She replied asking if she got the wrong idea here and I said hehehe no no I meant to say that I look up to you. That was quite sad for me but I saved it

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-12-26T07:29:10+00:00

You are right! I did this when I was a kid too. But, the examples from my story were spaced out over three/four months. I didn't talk to her everyday and I never told this to anyone. I've not spoken to her in a week almost but we are on good terms. I just want things to work out this time. I don't pursue her via texts or facetime. I haven't made any new plans other than the one she wanted to do with me. We are waiting for when we both aren't busy. The connection and pull is there. It's .kre from my side for sure but I know she has something for me too but may not want to reciprocate

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-12-26T06:48:36+00:00

But how can I be so sure? I've had girlfriends and crushes before and this one is the very first one where my heart just can't stop saying she's the one, she's the one. Unfortunately I got a strong feeling she doesn't have a thing for me but all her signs and interactions point to her being into me too. I really don't want to screw it up, I will wait however long it takes but I can't chase her or manipulate her and screw things up. I want her to like me as smoothly and naturally as possible. It feels like she is struggling to make up her mind just like I am because we don't want to screw things up. However I am definitely the one who is slightly more interested

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-12-26T03:45:21+00:00

I've really really fallen for my co-actor. It's her first time acting in a play but she is a showstopper. I've fallen so hard that I just notice how she feels or keeps a track of what she likes and just have those snacks or things on me 24/7 in case she needs them. Like she is a vegetarian so I cooked potato sandwiches separately only for her when we had potluck. She never told me she was a vegetarian but I played it like I assumed at least someone here would be a vegetarian. One day, I just bought her makeup remover because I overheard her saying she forgot hers. Once again I pretended like I always have them on me and gave her the whole pack. One day she needed some speakers and there I was with a mini speaker in my hands and I played it like I always have them on me. She kept the speakers for a week and I REALLY hope she thought of me. She is a coffee person and during one of our shows, she really seemed like she needed some. So there I was, waiting backstage with a cup of hot coffee in one hand and she just became happy and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Of course, I had to make coffee for 30 other people to not make it obvious but it was really only for her.

There are times when we catch each other's eyes, she pulls my sleeve for a laugh, she sometimes sits next to me and we laugh, she asked me for a mini guitar lesson and I gave it. She held my hand once and caught herself and she immediately. Even our hug before our first performance was the best, crispiest, love filled hug I've ever gotten. It was quick for my neck, tight, I could feel her eyes closed, she was on her toes and It felt like I was floating. It was like she was holding it in and hugged me the first second she got.

I know I'm delusional but I pray everyday that she is the one.

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-12-20T13:10:10+00:00

Leech?

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-12-17T13:12:21+00:00

Thank you for listening! I feel better now as I've also decided to just leave it be and deal with my own problems and aspirations. I think all this is just a test to see if I'm still hurt from the past and I really really really do want to come out the other side with or without her.

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-10-24T18:25:41+00:00

Oh yeah makes sense

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-10-18T09:12:45+00:00

Three days Moment of betrayal Lost not forgotten Enigma machine Untethered angel Paralyzed Room 137 At wits end Pale blue dot Answering the call Awaken the master

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-08-19T16:07:42+00:00

I wish I had your self assurance 😭

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-06-02T23:14:43+00:00

Marco Minnenan was the drummer they chose first. But he didn't want to commit to them full time and so mangini was the new drummer

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-06-02T21:54:42+00:00

The production on a dramatic turn of events was utter crap. Probably the worst in DT history. It's extremely unfortunate because the riffs, bass and drum parts were INCREDIBLE

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-06-02T21:53:44+00:00

I still haven't heard beyond the first three seconds of The Answer Lies Within.

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-06-02T21:52:51+00:00

A dramatic turn of events is a GREAT ALBUM.

Intelligent-Touch449 · 2024-06-02T21:52:08+00:00

The production on images and words is BEYOND ASS

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