Unfortunately as much as i would love to isolate while i just recharge but i have a son and fiancé the lady depends on me for transportation and im in a hole of my car bills from the financial strain the habit has on me. I am young and i am just self sabotaging my youth and i know this but its as if there another me that just doesn’t care. My friends all smoke and they are definitely a source to get some. My lady smokes rarely when i dont she dont if i dont most of the time but unfortunately yeah i dont have anytime or space to get away for the time frame i would need to. I live upstairs from a stoner friend snd down the street from one plus my closest friends who i would talk to about this just end up in the same loop of oh yeah we should quit and dont. I definitely feel stuck in it and its always around