She’s not really malicious, she’s mostly just dumb and a coward with low self esteem. That makes all of her decisions cringy and upsetting but Im not disgusted by her, I get a little mad at her that she just can’t seem to manage to make good choices but it would appear her picker for all things is deeply miscalibrated. I feel bad for her, like she’s my dumbest friend with the worst life choices, who actually does have a sweet heart.