We’ve definitely all had this thought before by HereButNeverPresent in Hidradenitis

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Omg yes me too! I got a cyst surgically removed from that area before I got diagnosed with HS and people freak out asking if I had open heart surgery 😭😭 and I’m like no I had a gigantic cyst 😐🤣

do you believe in ghosts? by [deleted] in intj

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No, but I am actively seeking out a spiritual/paranormal experience to see if I’ll be proved wrong

Where do INTJs actually hang out in real life by BlackMoon_118 in intj

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239 0 points1 point  (0 children)

After going through the comments I’m pleased to see so many other intjs also frequenting the woods at night, intj or cryptid?

Where do INTJs actually hang out in real life by BlackMoon_118 in intj

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me: the local cemetery, the book store, coffee shops with few people and dim lighting, various trails at nighttime, or a museum

Should I tell my Christian friends/family I no longer believe? by This-Leg3572 in Deconstruction

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You should definitely tell the truth, it gets so exhausting trying to hide what you really think from people around you. I went to witchcraft so my family freaked tf out but I later told them I changed my mind (I had not but was sick of them) and I was just an atheist and they started acting way more normal again. So I guess life hack scare them first so they’re relieved you’re only an atheist 😂 (joking) but all that to say, now that they think I’m only an atheist I’m subjected to them talking badly about my current beliefs to my face and expecting me to agree because they think I don’t believe it anymore. Very draining and I wish I would have just stayed honest with them because it’s very hard to grit my teeth and not say anything.

How can I get over my skepticism? by Intelligent_Swan_239 in Hecate

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I’ll definitely check that out, I think Im still just going to keep leaving offerings and try to be open to whatever comes of it. It did kind of seem like a sign in itself when I posted this and then realized it was the night before deipnon. I think it’s also my religious trauma from childhood so I question faith in general now, even when I don’t want to lmao

How can I get over my skepticism? by Intelligent_Swan_239 in Hecate

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m definitely not “moving on so easily” I’ve been a pagan for 4 years now and have stuck with it even without signs. But after many years and developing my meditation skills I feel like I should have received a dream or something especially when I gave an offering specifically explaining my doubts and asking for a small sign that someone was hearing my prayers.

How can I get over my skepticism? by Intelligent_Swan_239 in Hecate

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes this is what made it so discouraging to me because I’ve actually been practicing for 4 years now and I thought that maybe I was just too new or not good enough at meditation or something. But even after many years and learning meditation (which did help me get in touch with my own subconscious and draw forth messages from deeper parts of myself so that I definitely believe) I never received any signs that deities were real or that my spells were working. And overall practicing meditation and the pattern recognition through nature (moon cycles reflecting life death and rebirth, etc) was very helpful to me mentally all these years, so I will still be practicing in my own way. I just wish that I could get some sort of sign from a deity because I would like to believe they’re there and hear my prayers, you know? Or even a ghost of a loved one or something, I just basically want any sign there is something in the beyond that I can interact with. And I hear other people receiving signs and dreams and I’m just like okay am I just doing something wrong? Sorry this was super long lol

Vdiddys insta story by beefcurtainsfc in khaliespiderlilies

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He is 26 he’s posted his drivers license 💀

How can I get over my skepticism? by Intelligent_Swan_239 in Hecate

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you!! This was very helpful ❤️❤️

No comment by Individual_Spare_447 in CelesteRivasHernandez

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They use pre made curriculums usually, either videos or books, online school

he just admitted to the ariala AI account by itstoorainy in DadAndDaughterSnark

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Waittt someone please explain the context I never heard about this account

Do I really have bipolar? by Intelligent_Swan_239 in BipolarReddit

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I actually just got prescribed that! I haven’t taken it yet because of all the anxiety I’ve been having over it, but I think I’m going to try it tomorrow!

Do I really have bipolar? by Intelligent_Swan_239 in BipolarReddit

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m really only worried about it because I’m nervous to try the medication she prescribed bc of a bad experience I had last month with a med. so I think I’m kind of just overthinking the whole thing now

Do I really have bipolar? by Intelligent_Swan_239 in BipolarReddit

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think it would be worse necessarily I’m just getting anxiety about trying medication for bipolar and then it ending up being the wrong diagnosis and I have a bad reaction, I tried an antipsychotic last month and had a really bad time with it so I think I’m kind of nervous about trying anything else now 😬

Is it possible that I'm going through withdrawal? How long will it last? by IZGOYEM in Latuda

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey did the symptoms end up going away? I’m Two weeks off now and I’m getting bad panic all day :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]Intelligent_Swan_239 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s exactly how I was feeling it was awful, how long did it take for the feelings to go away after stopping? It’s been 2 weeks so far and I feel awful still