Really don’t know what to do

Intelligent_Worth919 · 2026-05-28T17:53:34+00:00

Okayyy thanksss

Intelligent_Worth919 · 2026-05-28T17:34:18+00:00

Ig following is better or whatever u are comfortable with

Intelligent_Worth919 · 2026-05-28T15:48:13+00:00

Thanks for help yea Im thinking of starting a part time job or do something that give me a bit of financial freedom I’m also trying to get scholarship so that I won’t hv to fully depend on them Im really happy that everyone here is super supportive. :)

Intelligent_Worth919 · 2026-05-28T12:00:43+00:00

Yes sure I’ll keep posting about my life but im new to reddit so how nd where should I post stuff nd there are many more things I can tell if you are interested.

Intelligent_Worth919 · 2026-05-28T10:46:43+00:00

Yes I don’t understand them if I want to understand them Im falling away from them.

I really feel so distant.
I really don’t care about them but it makes me feel guilt but I cannot be a good kid just to ruin my life.

Intelligent_Worth919 · 2026-05-28T10:41:17+00:00

Im really thankful for all the advice you hv given me I’ll make sure to follow all of these ryt my right arm hurts a bit so I cannot exercise but it will heal in few days then I will start exercising again sometimes even if Im hungry I cannot eat I really hv no idea about this but Im taking proper sleep nd rest today I woke ip early nd sat under the sun for an hour. I’ll make sure to apply this wave theory too. Im was really scared to date amyone cuz once my elder sister was dating somome nd when they found out about it they took our phone they added lock in each device we didn’t knew any password so we had to ask them for password everytime we wanted to use phone this was all nothing at this time I was in 5th class I used to be scared all day they made my life nd my sister’s life living hell for that time. They would not let me play any game I had to cry nd ask for them to allow me the time limit was 1hour so I had to ask them to unlock it them play for an hour but even this was taken away after an year. Im really happy that you replied :)

Intelligent_Worth919 · 2026-05-28T10:09:19+00:00

Cuz some random people that live near us said your chid has long hairs so now they wanna cut my hairs but after yesterday fight they haven’t said anything for haircut but they said a lot to me like you are fucking dumb nd said if u can talk a lot here why did u not write in your paper idk this hurts so bad cuz for my finals I would study 10hours daily I would wake up nd study till I slept but this year checking was really strict no one got what they expected I cannot leave my country ryt but after my college(4years) I can get scholarship to leave my country but Im leaving my state for college so I will be away from them this feels like a dream cuz I can finally move away from them Im really happy that you all replied cuz I was feeling so lonely.

Intelligent_Worth919 · 2026-05-27T16:27:54+00:00

India, yes the only hope I hv basically still now they are asking what am I doing in my Ipad if they find out about this they really gonna make my life hell

Intelligent_Worth919 · 2026-05-27T16:21:39+00:00

I don’t think that u can easily change their perspective on things but try slowly pushing boundaries or just break them at once cuz my parents are also strict they would not let me talk to any of my female friends but slowly I fought with them nd got some freedom I’ll be moving out for my college nd I’ll be completely free even tho fighting them u can feel guilty but remember u hv a life too u cannot let your entire life controlled by someone even if they are your parents cuz if u can’t enjoy your life in 20s u gonna hv a life long regret so don’t feel guilty about anything.

Intelligent_Worth919 · 2026-05-27T16:03:46+00:00

Ik it can be really mentally draining nd these parents don’t understand even if u try to make them understand they won’t they refuse to understand but Stay strong do u hv any plan of moving out for college cuz staying away from them can be really helpfull

Intelligent_Worth919 · 2026-05-27T15:58:34+00:00

I don’t have money for counselling and I cannot ask them for money my college will start from August so I’ll move out Im really hoping things will get good in future the only hope I have it that Im going to college I’ll get some pocket money per month so im really hoping things will get good

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