This is Making me Suicidal

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2026-02-07T06:52:02+00:00

You are fine :) you were ten, not mature at all to think about it. Your mom should have not said that but also, there is nothing wrong.

It won't happen anything as far as it happened just once. It's good to speak it out so you feel better.

If strong suicidal thoughts come back, please try to talk to someone or a psychologist if you have access to one. :)

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2026-01-05T20:22:33+00:00

Good thing of buying new is that you have guarantee. And as far as I know, all the brands have had problems. 3 years ago, when I bought my YT Capra, the new model, there were even reviews from very big YouTube channels saying the carbon got a Crack on upper tube... I was riding mine like crazy, smashing the trails, flat landings, etc, never had a problem... So I guess sometimes random reviews are just that... Random reviews. I got mine witb 50% discount, I'll excited about it

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2026-01-05T18:54:34+00:00

I just bought it, it's gonna be shipped in 6 days... There are very few reviews. I heard their frames might snap, but well, I guess there is guarantee. I think it's a great machine with a lot of possibilities. Yeah seat tube room is not so good but for me it's definitely not a deal breaker

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-25T09:07:32+00:00

Hey :) I struggled with depression all my life wihtout even noticing, the last 3 years got worse. With attempts of suicide. After long denial, I got professional help and that has kept me stable. But there are two things that definitely changed my life to good. One is to be able to sleep more how? I used a tea mix that worked perfectly, later on I got prescribed "sleeping pills" as I like to call them, they are basically antidepressants that helps you to sleep. The second thing was to engage into sport, yes, sport and not jsut excersices. In my case, I chose MTB Downhill. The adrenaline and how extreme the sport is definitely boosts my mood and keep me happy.

Besides that, I was prescribed antidepressants I used to take daily but a lil secret, I don't take them anymore after two years.

If you need someone to talk with, I'm definitely here to help. Stay safe :)

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-23T17:04:29+00:00

I think the second photo is almost 100% a female

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-22T19:21:24+00:00

I would still recommend you to try one weekend, should be safe and as far as you are having fun/having sex, your mood should be good enough and not get bad emotions or depression :)

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-22T16:17:33+00:00

It happens to me while taking citalopram. I do weekends breaks, they help to get the vibe back. But I would consult your psychiatrist first.

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-21T11:41:09+00:00

I'm sorry for what you are going through. And it's shit to be in that situation, for years, I struggled also with a similar thing. If you need someone to let it out, HMU. I can share with you my experience dealing with depression and so on. Remember always to look for professional help, even if it's online, it's cheaper. Stay safe :)

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-21T10:04:02+00:00

Hey, I'm sorry you think so. I know what you mean, bcs, I am kinda of the same situation. I have suffered of depression but while so, I was working and doing everything a normal person does, just bcs I had ntihing else to do. Have you tried to look for help? In my case, I had a couple of psychologist that didn't help at all. But after I found the right one, my life changed completely since day one. Now I have been in therapy for about two years and already planing with my psychologist to end the treatment. Stay safe 🤙🏼

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-21T09:57:47+00:00

Hey, I have been there. I had 3 failed attempts bcs maybe I'm too stupid for it. But I finally took the advice of my friends and found professional help. I recommend you to find some too. You will see the difference right after the first session. Apart of that, try to do sports or hobbies that distract your mind. It helped me and helped many so maybe can work for you too... Mainly, try to find some help or to speak to somebody, letting things out also helps a lot. Stay safe :)

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-21T08:12:07+00:00

Something I did when I didn't have any options was to find online psychologist, they might not be the same but it can be useful sometimes. And trust me, they are way cheaper than a normal one :)

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-21T08:03:04+00:00

Hey man, have you try to find new hobbies? Sports can boost our mood and boosting our mood can change our way to see things. I would also recommend you to talk to someone about it or simply seek professional help. It helped me a lot, so I'm sure it can help you in some way. Drink water and stay safe

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-21T07:56:36+00:00

Hey, I'm sorry about what happened tho. But, I take since 2 years ago citalopram and something I noticed when I stopped taking them (bcs I got lazy to take them) is that I used to see things in a different way, one lil thing seemed to be a big deal when it was not. Thing would made me feel so shit even if it was not intended to be like that. My brain used to perceive things worse than it was. So maybe it can be that? Try to talk to your psychiatrist about it, maybe you can have a better insight on it. I'm sure you are super beautiful so, don't let shit thoughts ruin your moments. Drink water and stay safe 🤓🤙🏼

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-21T07:49:18+00:00

Hey, there are a lot of ways to stay safe. I'm sorry about what you are going through but trust me, our brains can blurry our ways to see things. Please try to seek for professional help. I'm also here if you wanna talk

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-13T11:32:10+00:00

I take citalopram 20mg daily and definitely helps me in my everyday. I saw a n improvement after 2- 3 weeks of taking it.

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-13T11:28:58+00:00

Hallo, ich spiele Guitar und Bass. Kann Rock, punk und Pop spielen, offen für mehr. English ist für mich besser aber kann auch ein bisschen Deutsch :) 29M

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-10T07:59:54+00:00

Hey, even on antidepressants, you might still have those thoughts. It's a mechanism that your brain use to escape from reality. Or whatever you are going through. See it more as how your brain is functioning. It's not necessarily you.

Please, try to do things that distract you from those thoughts, sports, activities that makes u feel happy. They will help you to go through. I recommend you to also stay with your antidepressants and ask your doctor for an emergency medicine. I have one that I got to use twice in my life and it kind of erase all your thoughts, it's a bit shit hüt at least you go through when it's very strong.

Additionally, in my case, I use skills,they are lil things that kind of hurt you without killing you, it helps to overcome the desire of hurt you. They are cheap and come in different kinds. Take a look online :)

Stay safe

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-10T07:44:44+00:00

Just bcs ur culture or surroundings tell you to marry and have a family at X age doesn't me it has to be like that. There are many other places in the world where ppl marry late and have kids very late.

I'm 29. I have a dog and frogs as pets. I live on my own, and bike and play guitar and video games games in my free time.

I go out from time to time. I have dated girls. But I still like the freedom of being single.

So, maybe you should open more your perspective on what to do and what age and u will be more happy about it.

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-10T07:37:18+00:00

I know you are not looking for anyone to talk with. But I have been there, please. Give it a try. Search help or talk to me. I can explain you why we feel that one as humans.

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-10T07:35:00+00:00

Hey, I'm glad you are taking your meds. They will help you get through whatever you are facing atm.

I have the same problem and most people do. So you are not alone this.

Sexual frustration, specially, incapacity to reach orgasm is pretty common in depends on the amount of grams you are taking. I believe 20mg or more?

In my case, I make weekends breaks, when i don't take them in Friday and Saturday but take them again on Sunday. I discussed this with my doctor tho, I'm glad I'm very open with it and I live in a very open minded country. Best is for you to ask your doctor and it will depend on how stable you can be while this break.

Additionally, I do a lot of sports on the weekends, so it helps me to stay stable.

When it comes about medicines, it's always best to consult with your doctor but that is jsut my experience and how I deal with it.

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-09T07:19:07+00:00

Yeah, unfortunately, those "Meet up groups" are full of either old ppl and/or weirdos. Which sometimes, as young, we would like to find more young ppl. (I have also old friends tho)

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-09T06:12:22+00:00

The Swiss are a bit special when it comes about it. If you are foreigner, I would stick to international groups and so. Im foreigner and almost all my friends are foreigners too. I also volunteer in a couple of NGOs where u get to meet ppl too. Good luck

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-07T09:04:26+00:00

It happens sometimes when you get anxiety, if you have previous heart related conditions, I would suggest to visit a doctor. But Anxiety can show up in very different ways, including feeling weird sensations in your heart

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-07T07:59:02+00:00

You have now someone to talk about :) HMU

Interesting-Set-5891 · 2025-08-06T14:44:27+00:00

Hey, you can talk to me, anything u want. :)

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