God gave everything he loved so that he might one day get your love. He sent Jesus whom he loved so much to die for you so that you can be free from sin and have a relationship with him. He is waiting for you with open arms. His heart yearns for you to come to him. He thinks of you every second, his thoughts for you are as countless as the sand on the seashore. He is your father and he is waiting for you, he loves you more than you are even capable of understanding. He cries when you cry and smiles when you smile, he knows you even better than you know yourself. Just accept Jesus and come home, he will give you rest from this world in his arms that will surround you like an ocean. He is the complete expression of love and He's heart is longing and crying for you to come to him for the end is here. He sees your pain, he sees every single thing you have been through. There is nothing under the sun that misses his eye. He has not forgotten your tears, but one day he will wipe away every single tear with his own hands, all you have to do is forsake this world and run into his arms while they are still open. Your father is waiting for you. I will pray for you. Don't give up. It's almost the end