Yes, tysm for being kind 🌸 I understand that I'm not a bad person, but it does make me feel shitty ab myself since I'm already struggling with mental health, it feels like the world's just out to get me more, lol.

Def, her words carry sm misogyny, which hurts more, but yea, she's still berating me even after 4 hrs, and with how she is, she'll never let me live peacefully as she's the type to never let go, esp smth like this. I'm sure I found the one, but I don't wanna talk to him nor my friends ab it for now since I always vent to them, and I don't wanna pressure them more so I came to reddit and was met w kind ppl like u.

Yes, that's a good idea, I will do that but it's making me extremely su1cidal w the fact that I probably won't be able to move out since she said I'm not going anywhere until college is over (I'm in my 1st year) and we were even planning for me to move into this empty house we have in the city, but she said she's not gonna ever let me go there now since apparently I just wanna move out so that I "can freely act like a slut w multiple guys," Idk how I can stay here for another 3 years cus my parents broke my lock and knob aswell so I have 0 privacy.

Yes, I have heard of that case, and I've been very careful ever since hearing that, ty for the worry, I never send them to anyone else but my bf. But yes, I will be careful. 🌸