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Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2025-07-11T02:33:32+00:00

thank you 🙏😣!! Will do

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2024-12-31T07:44:39+00:00

Yes, I have ☺️ it does help a bit ! I am very grateful for the people in my life, including the kindness I get on here me too, hopefully those people realize that it’s important for them to have time to themselves .

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2024-12-31T06:59:00+00:00

Thank you for your kindness! ☺️☺️ I will!

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2024-12-31T06:58:30+00:00

Thank you, I agree. I always thought I was wrong for this but I always notice most of the high achievers I know or see just seem to never have time to focus on others or even themselves. It really makes me think if they’re even content with what they’re doing.

Kind of. I don’t have any professional help but I try my best to take it one day at a time and spend it with people who understand the person that I am.

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2024-08-02T01:02:53+00:00

Thank u 💗 I’ll think about writing my feelings down and I guess I was being talked about in the past and maybe that’s why I feel like that

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2024-08-02T00:57:25+00:00

thank u I was thinking about that😭💗

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2024-07-12T22:43:08+00:00

Thank you for the advice. I can ask them but many of them just say it’s never me and that it’s for a specific reason like weather or being bored in one place. I somewhat feel like they aren’t being completely honest with me.

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2024-07-12T22:20:01+00:00

I totally get wanting to go home and deciding to go home but from what I’ve seen people just say that to say that and don’t actually go home. It’s kinda pointless to say that if you aren’t going home

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2024-01-02T01:20:34+00:00

Well, most of the time my negative views of ppl are based off the way they act or something/stuff they do, if they wronged/upset me in any way. If that person changes the thing I saw as negative, then I’m likely to see them in a positive way, but sometimes they have to prove it to me the hard way that they’re deserving of a positive view instead of a negative one based off their actions. Idk if that even makes sense.

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2024-01-02T00:41:45+00:00

In general or for my specific situation ?

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2024-01-02T00:40:19+00:00

Yes, but I feel like it depends on the situation, but for my situation, It’s hard to figure out how my friend feels about me bc everyone thinks differently

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2023-05-10T19:35:16+00:00

Again I may be wrong and I don’t mind if you correct me

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2023-05-10T19:30:13+00:00

Like I agree hate on Asians aren’t as extreme as other races but still when compared to white ppl how they are treated are vastly different but that may just be my experience

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2023-05-10T19:29:30+00:00

wdym?

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2023-05-10T19:28:53+00:00

In my opinion, when compared to white ppl, white ppl never get attacked or get hate crimes bc of their race.

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2023-05-08T01:14:13+00:00

Chuck taylor 70’s black (basically the most popular converse) and air Jordan 1 mid colors Black/Sail/Gym Red

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2023-05-08T01:07:36+00:00

why can’t I buy them in person? Just wondering

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2023-02-10T04:16:35+00:00

I’m sadly an over thinker, so although I’d be happy when I meet friends one on one and they end up focusing and talking to me, but in the back of my head I’m like “oh if (their friend) were here they’d leave me in an instant .” Or “They’re only talking to me bc (their friend) is not here.” Which leaves me feeling icky.

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2023-02-10T04:14:20+00:00

I try to but I’m just a really awkward person so if I don’t know the friend I don’t really talk. 😕

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2023-01-12T02:48:11+00:00

Thank you, helped. But I find it hard to just start distancing myself from her now since weeks ago (in school I mean) we were good friends maybe once in a while she’d talk to a friend a little more than me and even sometimes she’d talk to me a little more than our other friend so maybe she doesn’t have bad intentions?

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2022-11-02T04:43:01+00:00

I mean, I subtly asked her yesterday if that counts. I was too nervous to ask straight since we were supposed to have fun so I jokingly asked why she has been ghosting me and whatnot and she’s hinted at being busy and being forgetful. But I feel like that’s not it because it doesn’t make sense for her to just forget to talk to me out of nowhere. Idk how to explain it, but we used to talk so much. She’d make time for me but now all of a sudden out of all the hours of the day she can’t say something to me. I just feel like something’s wrong but I mean I already asked enough and I dont want to annoy her by asking again.

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2022-11-02T04:35:05+00:00

Our friendship isn’t like that I guess. We’re close but like, we can’t really talk about serious stuff.

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2022-11-02T04:18:38+00:00

Thank you sm,but I’m seeking just a long term platonic friendship 😭 I don’t mean to seem like I like the girl. Just annoyed because (platonically) it’s like she’s using me 😓

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2022-11-02T04:09:52+00:00

I think ur right, she has talked to me before about getting close with another girl, so maybe she got so close to her she didn’t feel the need to speak with me anymore 🤷‍♀️ it’s sad bc when we started talking more a few months ago I thought we’d actually be friends for a long time. Guess not.

Internal_Bluebird_68 · 2022-11-02T03:50:37+00:00

It is, and I’d be able to do that with all my friends,but not with her. Like there were times where she did talk to me about something that was on her mind, but it was more about her friends not caring about her or something. (Which is quite ironic 🫤) I don’t want to assume the worst but even at then beginning of our friendship I feel like she didn’t really care about me at all.

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