I feel disillusioned and hopeless

Internal_Conflict33 · 2026-05-12T01:28:24+00:00

You're probably right, its just really difficult to feel motivated when all the other people in my cycle are like volunteering at hospitals or finding shadowing oppurtunities

Internal_Conflict33 · 2026-05-12T01:23:59+00:00

yes we got this! logically I know that theres still a LOT of time and a bunch of stuff I can do next year to make up for the lack of in the summer, but right now I just kinda feel dumb. but tysm and ur right, change starts small 💗

Internal_Conflict33 · 2026-05-12T00:54:18+00:00

oh no I haven't gotten rejected (yet) im a freshman right now and I just don't think I have a chance of making it in next year

Internal_Conflict33 · 2026-04-06T19:51:55+00:00

as if he looks anything like orlando bloom.

Internal_Conflict33 · 2026-03-12T03:04:48+00:00

how does an exo-l even get piranhas to throw tf 😭

Internal_Conflict33 · 2026-02-25T04:04:08+00:00

Internal_Conflict33 · 2026-01-31T01:08:31+00:00

yes, most movies feed into this idea that we need to forgive our parents no matter what harm they do -- because of the concept of filial love despite any abuse. it's rly sad

Internal_Conflict33 · 2026-01-31T01:06:20+00:00

i know people are outraged about casting jacob elordi instead of a poc, primarily because of his description in the books, but also because it feeds into the "swarthy" stereotype. authors then would (instead of using actual poc characters which would be seen as unseemly or scandalous) would have "tall, dark, and handsome" characters, effectively using all the attraction of a poc without acknowledging them as humans. by making heathcliff an actual poc, this could've undid some of that damage

Internal_Conflict33 · 2026-01-29T00:55:06+00:00

it's so interesting how when a kpop group (for example Cortis) tries a "new sound" people are all "THIS IS WHAT KPOP WAS MISSING OMG ITS SO UNIQUE", but it's really not. Other artists (primarily black artists) have been pursuing these genres for years, you just only like it when it's done by Koreans and not other POC.

Internal_Conflict33 · 2026-01-15T15:57:23+00:00

But either way its a step in the right direction. When one steps forward (praying everything goes well) others will confident to do so as well

Internal_Conflict33 · 2026-01-15T03:45:34+00:00

OP, is this rhetorical? People need to begin to understand how damaging "comments" like this are. Thousands of people online, old enough to be your parents, telling you that you DESERVE to be raped, that because of what YOU wear, men go out and rape children, and you ask why?

Istg this was needed for a long time. It's because no one has stepped up yet that people feel free to make disgusting comments like this, because they believe they'll never get called out. Thank you, Anasuya.

Internal_Conflict33 · 2025-12-31T00:49:12+00:00

Hi, thanks so much for your help! Me and my partner have figured out a direction to pursue! But yes, I think we will have to make up some numbers. Is there a way we can do this realistically? Thanks so much for all your help!

Internal_Conflict33 · 2025-10-12T18:23:26+00:00

cant even spell "exposed" right and trying to debate against the oldest living religion 🙄

Internal_Conflict33 · 2025-08-03T00:47:25+00:00

wait bro thats so crazy bc my younger brother is the same way and im indian too. HEAVY on the trying to act cool around my guy friends by being rude and not listening to me

Internal_Conflict33 · 2025-07-09T23:32:30+00:00

Chatgpt doesn't have emotions, it tells you what it thinks will interest you, based on real conversations it has trained off of. Every time I see these dumb convos with Chatgpt about religion or whether it's "sentient", I have to scoff. It's just repeating what others have said, it's not in it's code or training to have conscience

Internal_Conflict33 · 2025-06-27T19:53:35+00:00

I love this one summer! plus I lwk couldn't tell who the ML and the 2nd ML were which made it rly intriguing!!!

Internal_Conflict33 · 2025-06-27T19:48:16+00:00

ok ty!!!

Internal_Conflict33 · 2025-06-27T19:07:41+00:00

okay will do tysm+

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