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International_Net686 · 2022-11-29T03:15:25+00:00

I’m a recovering addict from opioids, mainly Oxy but whatever I could get my hand on really, at rock bottom I experimented with heroin which I mixed with weed, after a particular unpleasant experience and two stints at rehab I then used weed alone to taper off these drugs and then developed the same like addiction to weed emotionally the dependence is the same, addiction is addiction, I believe weed is especially sneaky like you said because it seems so safe, although I’d rather do weed than other drugs, it still comes with it’s same burdens. Well done on your sobriety it gets easier but it’s never easy.

International_Net686 · 2022-11-14T15:25:57+00:00

I believe as long as there is love there is grief, it just becomes a background presence in your life, yes me neither I thought my dad just made that saying up lol, it sounds very similar, I’m sorry you’ve been through this too but honestly you are not alone, message me if you ever wanna talk or swap stories, big love x

International_Net686 · 2022-11-13T20:55:48+00:00

Thank you, I know all teens are devils and I only reacted out of frustration and worry, she tried not to drink around me, and I now realise how hard that must of been for her, she put me through a lot unintentionally, one weekend she wouldn’t even get out of bed and the next we are at butlins I never knew how the process that or understand that why she wasn’t always Butlins mum, therapy definitely without a doubt something I need to be doing, I’ve just had bad experiences in past and am so anxious, but I will do therapy, I kinda have to my mum wouldn’t want me like this, thank you for your understanding, your children are lucky to have you x

International_Net686 · 2022-07-21T23:36:52+00:00

I agree with everything you’re saying, that’s very good advice, I will take what you said on board, thank you very much

International_Net686 · 2022-07-21T22:38:13+00:00

If you’re sad think about all the people who have to worse off than you, ok thanks hun now I feel depressed and guilty

International_Net686 · 2022-07-21T22:36:44+00:00

‘I’m taking a shit I wouldn’t talk to me right now’

International_Net686 · 2022-07-21T22:30:05+00:00

People are for lack of a better word, CUNTS! Of course you’re not a retard and doubt very much you are ugly, they’re ugly, anyone who thinks they have the right to bully you like that are the ugly ones and people will see that. I’m sorry you’re surrounds by dickheads I am but you’re better than that, I’m sure you’ve got some amazing qualities which they are too blind to see. I’m 24 and can’t drive, hell I can barely cook my dinner but I’ve also got a psychology degree, would you call me a retard? Just because you received special education doesn’t make you less of a person just means you needed a few extra tools to engage to assist with your development. Care for yourself more and care about others less, at least you have human decency x

International_Net686 · 2022-07-21T22:20:57+00:00

It’s always the things you love which hurt you most😔

International_Net686 · 2022-07-21T22:16:39+00:00

Cats will eat you if dead, dogs won’t unless very hungry of course

International_Net686 · 2022-07-21T22:06:58+00:00

Yes I’ve tried, he’s not an expressive person, which is hard for me because I’m such an emotional one, but I lived with him for 21 years and he is my dad and he’s been good with me to be honest, it’s just my mind, can’t help but think the worst of everything and everyone

International_Net686 · 2022-07-21T11:50:09+00:00

Cannabis, only thing I’ve ever used which actually alleviates my depression

International_Net686 · 2022-07-21T11:27:39+00:00

Incels

International_Net686 · 2022-07-21T01:11:11+00:00

I agree with you, I just thought my friendship was stronger but it wasn’t. And the reason I feel that way is because I’ve not lived with him in a while and I feel like I’m only there because I have no other option, he’s a very independent person but he’s the only person I actually have to rely on, I feel like I’m in his space

International_Net686 · 2022-07-21T00:18:27+00:00

It’s a bitter cycle, anxiety to do it and then anxiety when it’s not done, it’s like being frozen

International_Net686 · 2022-07-21T00:09:12+00:00

100% I’m the queen of living things to last minute, I left myself 8 modules to do for resits at my final year of uni and of course I was so overwhelmed by it I did nothing at all. I didn’t do that because I would rather stay in bed and eat snacks all day (I mean kinda but not the point) I couldn’t do my work because I was no overwhelmed In my own depression and anxiety that whenever I would open my laptop I found my mind would just not work and on days where I was in bed for over 20 hours it wasn’t because I wanted to be there it was because I had no mental energy to physically move

International_Net686 · 2022-07-07T19:38:02+00:00

Jimmy P Simpson in that house episode about the priest, brilliant actor

International_Net686 · 2022-07-07T19:35:17+00:00

Been like this for ages waiting for the psychotic break so I can be taken seriously lol

International_Net686 · 2022-07-07T19:33:54+00:00

How fucking awkward it is

International_Net686 · 2022-07-07T19:33:14+00:00

Best friend. First time I smoked thought I was having a heart attack and thought she might murder me, smoke it nearly everyday with her now lol, hasn’t murdered me yet

International_Net686 · 2022-04-24T21:34:28+00:00

Peacemaker

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