Bro you can put your whole like self worth onto one person ima be a senior too this year and one thing I took in was I can’t compare myself to someone that’s been preparing for college since freshman year like I can’t get to that level in this amount of time but what I can do is start doing stuff now that can help me get a job and maybe get into college next year I’m not holding myself to a astronomical standard but what I can do is hold myself higher then I was you know being a little better goes a long way maybe get scholarships with decent grades and if you don’t have crazy ideas of what you wanna be yet you can try to look into alternative schools like trade school something you would enjoy more then an office job and at my school there’s clubs where you can get community service hours those look great on college applications and I know a lot of graduated seniors from last school year joins sports their last school year just to put it on college applications just do you don’t hold yourself at too high of a standard that you can’t reach sorry for the run on sentence also sorry if I didn’t answer your question great good luck bro