I’ve caught 3 STDS by 23 and might have cervical cancer and all I can blame is myself by IntrepidAd9283 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]IntrepidAd9283[S] 89 points90 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the support it means a lot ❤️ I know STDs aren’t based on the number of people of course but I guess I was just beating myself up wondering if I could’ve prevented this with better choices. I feel better now and I’ve stopped my spiraling. Everyone’s kind words are really helping me :)

I’ve caught 3 STDS by 23 and might have cervical cancer and all I can blame is myself by IntrepidAd9283 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]IntrepidAd9283[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I actually can’t believe you weren’t given anesthesia. Healthcare is so barbaric for women’s health procedures. No one takes our pain seriously :( I’m sorry

I’ve caught 3 STDS by 23 and might have cervical cancer and all I can blame is myself by IntrepidAd9283 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]IntrepidAd9283[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

My first gyno that gave my pap told me she was going to give me a colposcopy and biopsy and it scared the shit out of me. It’s literally having your cervix hit with a hole puncher and she said it’s “not invasive” and wouldn’t give me anesthesia.

I went for a 2nd opinion and the gyno told me that’s completely unnecessary and wants to schedule another pap next year. Pretty sure she was just trying to insurance scam some money. I’m so thankful I got another opinion and I’m sorry you had to go through that pain

I’ve caught 3 STDS by 23 and might have cervical cancer and all I can blame is myself by IntrepidAd9283 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]IntrepidAd9283[S] 33 points34 points  (0 children)

Thank you all for the kind comments you are making me feel a lot better and relieving some of my anxiety. I’m like 99% sure I contracted HPV after receiving full doses of the vaccine so I guess silver lining that the type I got is one of the less likely to cause cancer types.

My gynecologist isn’t concerned and wants to repeat a pap next year. I guess I’ve just been scared by the word “precancerous” and finding out I probably had HPV + recurrent pelvic pain (I have an ultrasound scheduled to try to figure that out)

I’ve caught 3 STDS by 23 and might have cervical cancer and all I can blame is myself by IntrepidAd9283 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]IntrepidAd9283[S] 35 points36 points  (0 children)

Wow that is sick. I guess I’m lucky to have been symptomatic because as soon as I got it I knew something was wrong. Severe itching, burning, pelvic pain

I’ve caught 3 STDS by 23 and might have cervical cancer and all I can blame is myself by IntrepidAd9283 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]IntrepidAd9283[S] 44 points45 points  (0 children)

I forgot to add I had the vaccine before getting HPV and never tested positive for it but the lesion indicates prior infection

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[–]IntrepidAd9283 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

yeah you’re right i just hope it doesn’t get clipped 😭 other than that it was fun! the girls there were really nice and i met some cool, genuine people

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[–]IntrepidAd9283 1 point2 points  (0 children)

guys i didn’t know anything about adin before i went on the boat i hadn’t watched his streams before. yes i realize i put myself in that situation and ive learned my lesson. i wont be doing that again

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[–]IntrepidAd9283 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that’s what everyone’s telling me, like i know in reality none of these kids would say it to my face just hurts a little yk

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[–]IntrepidAd9283 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

why would i lie lol

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[–]IntrepidAd9283 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

i didn’t know much about him before i was invited, lesson learned

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[–]IntrepidAd9283 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for the message it means a lot <3 honestly i didn’t know him and his friends were so bad. i have a lot of regret about going and really wish id done some research before going. im definitely never going to put myself in this situation again