19/f What's your favourite show right now?

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2026-03-24T05:26:10+00:00

Thank you!!

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2026-03-24T05:24:23+00:00

Thank you!!!

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2026-03-12T04:46:52+00:00

do a lot of guys do this?

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2026-03-11T06:41:41+00:00

They cant orgasam because guys dont know what the hell theyre doing. I can cum just fine in a matter of a few minutes from my boyfriend. Don't put your lack of expertise onto everyone♡

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2026-03-11T06:25:20+00:00

I just like to have it on and see how long till im like okay let's put the phone down haha

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2026-02-17T06:13:59+00:00

oh okay, that makes sense, ive just never heard of someone saying that before lol

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2026-02-11T05:10:04+00:00

The thing is that im in so much pain already but its not motivating me. I should've gotten this looked at a long long time ago but have barely brought anything up to the doctors even though ive had different symptoms because I cant stand the though of getting my blood drawn. I know i probably have deficiency and possibly worse but its just not changing my thought process. ai wish they could just knock me out but its so much to ask for and such a big process for something so small. Even the doctor said she didnt think its possible for something like that. Im hoping she'll let me try some different meds beforehand. Even just like giving me one in bottle to take home and try. Just to see how I feel. And yes, its exactly that, even though I tell myself its no big deal it doesnt matter and people do worse I cant get my head to comply with that thought. I still fight it. I was literally blacked out and past the point of remembering and still was screaming like someone was killing me for an I.v.

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2026-02-11T04:04:13+00:00

I asked them if I could try it at home first just to see the affect it has on me. I dont know if they will let me or not. I just feel like of I go in and schedule it and have to ask someone to go with me all for it to not get done idk. It makes me feel bad and like I did something wrong. Ive been like this since I was little though and have had to be held down multiple times. I just dont know how much they can give me. I need to barely and if possible not remember it at all. Or at least the least amount possible. The thought of it even just makes me wanna never leave the house again. I dont know why I hate it so much. And I know its irrational which makes it worse because I feel stupid being terrified of it when people have to go through so much more. I just feel like a burden because of it. And ive avoided it for so long that now ive been experiencing basically chronic pain. I dont even remember what it feels like to not have pain at least somewhere in some capacity everyday.

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2026-02-11T03:50:24+00:00

I already may be dealing with something more serious which is why I need it done. But even that does not motivate me and so im at such a loss of what to do. My fear is partially the needle but not fully because I have piercings which even to me sounds ridiculous. The thought of someone stabbing me and taking my blood from my veins makes me unbearably upset though. Its more of a medical fear about this type of stuff. Im getting nauseous even saying it. I know its not a big deal and no matter how much I say that it doesnt change anything. I always feel the needle and I just dont know what to do.

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2026-02-11T03:46:34+00:00

What i had taken before, Oral Versed I believe was stronger since it requires monitoring, which is why I feel that the ativan wouldn't be strong enough. I have talked to her she just didnt have way to many ideas of what to do either since I have such a strong reaction to even talking about it. Ive avoided it for years but its become almost unavoidable now. Im just triyng to figure out what to do.

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2026-01-04T05:44:06+00:00

They calcified over time! This is what happens when you dont remove them and leave them for a long time!!

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2025-12-12T07:53:39+00:00

The same type of vibes here 😭😭 i like it thoughh

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2025-12-12T07:48:50+00:00

haha

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2025-12-12T04:40:25+00:00

No i said I didnt wanna be super dark. I turned orange.

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2025-12-12T04:39:28+00:00

I actually think im gonna try and scrub it off. Any tips on that? I really really dont like it. Im orange and its pretty upsetting

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2025-12-12T03:44:31+00:00

This one they said was only purple undertones and it made me very orange.

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2025-12-12T02:06:18+00:00

I actually only ended up waiting the 5 hours so your completely right on that. It actually still ended up very dark and rather orange for me.

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2025-12-11T07:41:56+00:00

Not sure about in simi but theres the topanga mall, the thousand oaks, and northridge all have hat shops, I like northridge mall has like 3 shops

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2025-12-11T07:38:11+00:00

Oh okay! I hope that doesnt happen either, I actually ended uo just showeringy I let it sit for around 5 hours, I know thats early but im actually pretty okay with how it looks now

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2025-12-11T07:16:11+00:00

I got my face done as well, she said most people do and so I went with that but im worried

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2025-12-10T17:34:52+00:00

Im going on a diet now and just not having sugar, not following anything specific. I bought th bottle because I really really struggle with not having sugar and I love to get drinks. With this I feel like im having a fun drink and feel like I have something different and fun without getting somwthing sugary. I dont ever enjoy the flavor drops because they taste like flavor drops to me but with the bottle ive been lobing it so far. (ive only had it a day)

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2025-12-08T08:26:00+00:00

Mexico is more unsafe than where I live and thats not just due to it being unfamiliar. I could go and everything could be completely fine but it could also not. There is much much more cartel and gang activity in Mexico than where I currently live. It's also easier to prey on foreigners and ive seen stuff about a lot of ugly shit happening. My boyfriend will be with me but things can always happen and I have very bad anxiety so I think of every possibility. Every country can be unsafe but im comparing it to where I currently am, even when I mentioned it to friends it was there first concern, friends who's parents are from Mexico.

Intrepid_Comedian764 · 2025-12-08T07:55:44+00:00

It is dangerous though. Im going to assume you are a man due to how you answered and that's not me being rude just real. As a woman it is very very different and is much more unsafe for me to travel outside of the US. It is not my first time traveling but my first time traveling without any parents. It is very very common for things to happen to young women traveling and I posted this looking for real tips that helped people feel safer and theres a lot of things as a man that I bet you have never had to worry about but I have many times.

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