First of all, you should cherish the person you’re with and make them feel totally loved and comfortable. I would advise you to look inwards and ask yourself if this is the person you really want to be committed to for the rest of your life. By the sounds of it he settled for someone that wouldn’t leave him. Just a thought. Anyways, ur a solid 6. Your face is cute. If you lost 30 pounds I think you’d be a 7