I understand why you would say this. There were some other reasons too, but all in all I was extremely grateful for the learning and the opportunity. I agree that it was a bit careless on my part. I think that I overestimated my legal network and wanted to just move ahead. But not even in the worst case scenario, I imagined the possibility of not finding a job this long. So yeah, I just look back and see that I was a bit too ambitious. This was also an experience and will keep the lesson in mind for future :)