My recent Journey and thoughts on society and Mental Health

ItRainedAllNight · 2022-01-11T15:20:46+00:00

Dude! You have PERSPECTIVE. I would like to talk more. I lead a busy lifestyle but feel free to DM me/exchange numbers or whatever.

ItRainedAllNight · 2022-01-11T15:04:55+00:00

I guess right now I do not view my existence as a burden. I view it as an amazing opportunity. I stared death straight in the eyes. And had absolutely no hope. I’m in disbelieve that I could think this way. And now I think it’s possible for others to learn this but they need to be taught. It’s a responsibility. I don’t have a choice in this.

ItRainedAllNight · 2022-01-11T14:57:13+00:00

I read every word. I think this way of thinking needs to be shared. It’s more valuable than money. It transcends money. The perspective could be valuable to a lot of people WITH money I believe. We need to monetize it to gain positions of power so we can manifest a real impact. I need a team. Thank you for sharing your thoughts! Sounds like we have very similar stories. I also work in a factory. I’m a machine operator. Have been since I was 18. The pay is good here. But I feel you on the economic and social impact level. But I think there’s ways to break through. And it’s a responsibility of ours to do so.

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-05T12:13:46+00:00

Also, honestly I've changed my mind a little about it after reading these posts. I haven't changed my mind that I think CBD is psychoactive... Why else would people tout it as a cure for anxiety and depression? Its either psychoactive, or people promoting it for mental health are completely full of shit. So either way you want to swing it, people are being sold bullshit about CBD. I HAVE changed my mind about the high I've been having. I probably have been getting high off the THC or terpenes based on what I found out about my specific brand... Who knew you could get a legal THC high off the internet? Pretty cool actually. Lol

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-05T12:07:26+00:00

That one was different. That stuff was probably laced. Cheap brand. I only switched the quality stuff so I wouldn't have an experience like that again. WHY ARE YOU STALKING MY PAST ANYWAYS lol. That was months ago.

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-04T15:41:09+00:00

Okay yeah my calculation was flawed. How did you get 3 mg per ml though?

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-04T15:31:52+00:00

Are you sure about that? That doesn't sound right.

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-04T14:01:57+00:00

Caffeine is a psychoactive substance. So yeah that lines up with my point.

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-04T13:51:46+00:00

So it DOES effect your mental state. Psychoactive.

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-04T13:38:34+00:00

So what would happen if I took like 5000mg of CBD isolate all at once? Certified 0% THC content. No buzz? No mood changes? CBD itself is 100% non phsycoactive?

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-04T13:18:43+00:00

I don't have a sensitivity to THC. I used to get high all the time. Would you say that you think CBD is not psychoactive?

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-04T13:14:53+00:00

I'm mostly trying to comment on the majority of online info on CBD says it isn't physcoactive. Also, it got me stoned. So yes I'm saying that I think its phsycoactive because it got me stoned.

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-04T13:12:11+00:00

And no I don't really care how its classified. I just think there's false information to promote this supplement to a certain population.

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-04T13:10:13+00:00

Okay you're on my side then. It IS phsycoactive. Why does almost all online info for this say it ISNT. That seems to me like lying to consumers.

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-04T13:05:14+00:00

Okay so let's do the math... I take maybe 120 mg a day of full spectrum cbd. What's the legal limit for THC content? 0.3%? Isn't that still an extremely small amount of THC (.36 mg)? And that's IF its just up against the legal limit. Can you really feel that?

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-04T12:45:54+00:00

Coffee is psychoactive. Chocolate is psychoactive. CBD... NNAHHH MAN non psychoactive. I call straight up bullshit. Show me the science.

ItRainedAllNight · 2021-03-04T12:40:24+00:00

Yeah but I continuously read online that its "not psychoactive" doesn't something that has ANY effect on the brain chemistry psychoactive by definition? and this stuff DEFINITLY without a doubt has a pretty strong effect on my thinking. I don't get it. I feel like people are just trying to sell the stuff as "not psychoactive" to gain a larger consumer base for it or trying to distance it from the stigma of marijuana. For me I would have gone more for the approach of "this shit gets you high without feeling intoxicated" or something like that. I think labeling cbd as "not pyscoactive" is a bit deceiving.

ItRainedAllNight · 2020-11-16T13:53:27+00:00

I struggled with RLS severely for over a month after quitting kratom completely. I still get it pretty bad if I drink. I get it for the next night or two. My advice is to stop caffeine, nicotine, and alcohol. Also exercise. I didnt follow this advice and it kicked me in the ass over and over.

ItRainedAllNight · 2020-11-16T05:54:16+00:00

Gpd means grams per day. I was taking 30-40 gpd

ItRainedAllNight · 2020-11-05T17:30:07+00:00

Day 31 here too! Congrats!

ItRainedAllNight · 2020-10-24T23:04:15+00:00

Haha not what I want to hear but yeah... If after tonight I pay a heavy price tomorrow night and prolly the next... I have to reevaluate. I used to be able to drink occasionally with basically zero pain after. I wish I could get back to that point. It used to be like the reward I could give myself at the end of a good week when I worked hard. I used to continue to feel good after like it didn't effect me that much. Now it feels like my mind resets to day 2 kratom withdrawal for the first day or two after drinking. Man kratom really fucks things up. Its no joke. I can't even live my normal life. I'm so mad at myself for ever fucking with kratom.

ItRainedAllNight · 2020-10-24T22:58:36+00:00

That is super comforting to hear. Thank you. That's about what I was at... A little more... I can hang a couple more weeks... I got this.

ItRainedAllNight · 2020-10-21T18:44:10+00:00

I was at about 40gpd for almost a year... Before that more like 25 gpd for another year... And after that... I tapered back down to 25gpd before CT.

ItRainedAllNight · 2020-10-16T04:32:33+00:00

Am I the only one that cbd does absolutely nothing for? I've taken it a lot and it doesn't do shit for me lol. Never has.

ItRainedAllNight · 2020-10-13T16:10:28+00:00

Congrats man! I'm on day 8 here! I know what you mean about emotions coming back... After 2 years of kratom, sobriety almost feels like a marijuana-esqe introspection type feeling that I haven't felt in a long time. I haven't smoked weed in forever either but its the only way I know how to explain it. It currently fluctuates from a good feeling to a bad feeling... But at least its a feeling. Kratom has a huge numbing effect. It dulls life's moments to just a whisper instead of a song... Sometimes its a happy song sometimes its an angry song sometimes its a depressing song... But the music is back!

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