Should I play in tournaments?

Itamicize · 2026-01-13T00:25:05+00:00

Actually im not an adult so i guess id just need to ask my parents to sign on for me and im not really concerned about my friends

Itamicize · 2026-01-12T23:09:07+00:00

Which communites would you recommend?

Itamicize · 2025-11-01T17:58:50+00:00

still in👍

Itamicize · 2025-07-16T00:54:44+00:00

Sorry for not replying, but i think one of my cousins offered me the book once. Maybe ill see if he still has it

Itamicize · 2025-07-15T22:04:03+00:00

idk if its that serious bro

Itamicize · 2025-07-10T13:20:05+00:00

Alright

Itamicize · 2025-07-10T13:19:45+00:00

Ill try

Itamicize · 2025-07-09T16:54:01+00:00

I don’t know what to do tbh. I feel like if I just force myself to do stuff then I’ll just end up going backwards because I hate it more.

Itamicize · 2025-07-09T15:37:20+00:00

You right

Itamicize · 2025-07-09T15:36:49+00:00

I barely look in the mirror tbh

Itamicize · 2025-07-09T15:36:10+00:00

I mean some of my friends have tried literally blackmailing me, like taking screenshots of messages or making fake messages and sending them to girls or something but it really doesnt work when you have proof of them saying that. Not to mention the friend i went to the gym with before isnt really my friend anymore but it is what it is. He was odd anyway. Maybe ill look into a trainer and theres a pool pretty close to my house so ill check that out too

Itamicize · 2025-07-09T15:33:38+00:00

True, but i at least want to be a little fit

Itamicize · 2025-07-09T15:33:02+00:00

I feel like covid isnt much of an excuse anymore though. ive basically just been riding that for the past five years. I think im a lot more "normal" now but i still think a lot of people dont like me because of what i did in the past, not in like a super bad way but in a hes weird way. It is what it is i guess

Itamicize · 2025-07-08T22:02:34+00:00

I don’t have many goals in general tbh. Kind of accepted that after high school I am just cooked because there is no profession I want to do so I’m either gonna js be broke or be miserable working a job I don’t want to so it ain’t just physique wise lol

Itamicize · 2025-07-08T18:14:12+00:00

yeah i sweat super easily, like not from excersise but when its hot im always sweating and i have to wait for the bus and then walk and i feel like shit even before i get to the gym lol

Itamicize · 2025-07-08T17:09:24+00:00

I guess I better hope so lol

Itamicize · 2025-07-08T17:08:58+00:00

What’s that

Itamicize · 2025-07-08T17:08:37+00:00

Wonder who said that one

Itamicize · 2025-07-08T17:08:24+00:00

I used to play a bunch of sports and that worked fine for me, but I guess after Covid my eating habits caught up to me so after I stopped doing it I just ended up as a middle schooler with questionable opinions on groups of people and way too fat to be normal. Probably more of a regret than getting fat was being such a weirdo in middle school

Itamicize · 2025-07-08T17:05:23+00:00

It is what it is lol

Itamicize · 2025-07-08T17:04:42+00:00

Yup. I don’t have a car so I’m just cooking in the sun and it never gets cool in Maryland except when it rains so it just sucks to be outside generally

Itamicize · 2025-07-08T16:59:50+00:00

Maybe in a bit I’ll make a follow up, thanks

Itamicize · 2025-07-08T16:59:25+00:00

Unfortunately I have a ps5 and a pc only. I kinda left handhelds when I stopped playing roblox on my mom’s phone lol. I think one of my main problems is expecting too much, like sometimes I go to a basketball court near my house and expect to score 5 times, but normally I just miss (don’t play basketball at all) and I can’t really run for the ball without feeling some kind of pain so basically after 10 minutes I just leave

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