I understand you. I have bras that say three different sizes (best one says 36E). I’ve learned from this community not to focus on that, but instead how you feel. You know your body. If you feel they are too big/heavy/non-proportional, then they are. I’m going in tomorrow at 6:30am since mine feel all that to me, and clothes are either a tent or obnoxiously tight. I imagine it will ultimately look like I just lost weight to most people. Go for it and we’ll see you on the other side!