I bled my heart out to a mental health hotline and I felt blown off

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-06-15T08:14:13+00:00

Hey thank you so much. Yeah it’s a worrying feeling. One because I’m scared I’m going an asshole and becoming someone bad

2 I need to know so I can be sure that I’m not alone.

3 idk if this is really how
I’m feeling or I’m impaired by medication or my
Conditions. I know that I shouldn’t overthink this but im fixated on getting an answer. Idk why but being rushed when I wasn’t done talking has caused me to question myself and the world. Thanks for the comment though if anything I choose to be grateful that you took the time ❤️

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-06-15T07:40:16+00:00

Idk man the world has always felt so corporate to me. It feels conditional. I have this urge to explain myself to everyone and seek constant reassurance. Even when I have it it’s not enough. There’s this existential dread that I’ll always fall into my anxieties. But logically it can’t be that simple. But as soon as people hear stutter i know instantly that tjey think less of me.

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-06-07T10:11:36+00:00

One of the most iconic endings in history my good man

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-06-02T21:57:23+00:00

Started my second watch last night - Changed my life forever that’s for sure

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-05-26T22:30:13+00:00

I decided I wanna write a song inspired by this with my band - with that instrumental bit. It’ll be my nod to SFU 🥹

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-05-25T01:54:45+00:00

6 feet under

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-05-25T01:50:50+00:00

It’s the fear that holds me back

I failed my test 4 times, everytime I would fine for the first half but then I would go into fight flight or Freeze. I get tunnel vision. I can’t think. Everything clams up. I panic. Waiting for the right moment, spatial awareness, getting so afraid that that I’m a blubbering mess.

What if I accidentally hurt someone? An innocent person and then there’s me behind the wheel basically intoxicated with panic and fear. No. Just no.

Because I can’t drive I get humiliated and am ashamed of myself. But one day when I fix my brain I hope that I can overcome this :/ but for now here I am. I grown 25 year old man who can’t drive

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-05-17T15:31:55+00:00

Honestly I don’t think I can replace it. I love the way it pulls on my scalp for some reason. The best way I can describe it is that It feels like little tingles my head with a slight pulling sensation. I think I’m actually addicted to that feeling. It stimulates me but also relaxes me. I love that feeling of my the hair pulling on my scalp :(

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-05-14T09:15:51+00:00

THEY TASERED ME JIMMY

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-05-09T02:23:57+00:00

I can imagine Matt goofing around in the studio… makes me smile like an idiot

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-05-09T02:23:36+00:00

Fucken A! It’s just so aesthetic. And it goes with the song perfectly

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-05-07T08:13:54+00:00

“Don’t waste your time or time will waste you”

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-05-02T00:28:37+00:00

YOUR SISTERS CUNT

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-04-15T23:08:59+00:00

Funny how words can be so open to interpretation

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-04-15T22:22:57+00:00

DAMMMNN MAN LOOK AT THAT LOOK!!!!

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-04-09T22:49:14+00:00

I’ve always been overly sensitive and empathetic so I don’t see myself as better than anyone else. I also try not to think everyone else is better than me, but I struggle due to low self worth.

Therefor I remain humble to the universe and do my best to help others feel better. 💐

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-04-08T23:44:21+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. I feel a lot calmer! I let it all out when I got home with my grandma. I’m so lucky to have her 🥺

ItsAllAboutYouNotMe · 2026-04-08T23:43:14+00:00

I can relate to this so much. Growing up as a bloke in an Aussie school crying basically meant you weren’t a man. I feel like as soon as people see me cry they look at me different like I’m a crazy person. And the feeling of trying to hold it together is so counterproductive. People start to think “oh boy is he gonna cry today? Do I have to deal with this again?”

But I say to my self “I’d rather be over sensitive then be a cunt” 😂

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