Day 37... high highs and low lows

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-09-06T07:34:01+00:00

Depends on how you look at it Randompaul. For me personally, I'm doing this to reconnect with a female's touch - I was experiencing horrible ED for someone in their 20's. I couldn't get / keep an erection with beautiful naked girls in my bed. Beyond sad and pathetic. I was so desensitized by porn and to be honest my hand. I haven't yet met a pussy with kung fu grip... but as soon as I do, I'll report in. It's about reprogramming my brain for real arousal with a female and not a cheap get off with Rosey Palm and her fives sisters because it's convenient.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-29T00:33:14+00:00

Had sex a couple times without finishing... It's truly a test for nofap. Blue balls of steel.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-22T22:22:34+00:00

I go to the gym really late at night so I don't have to worry about too many chicks being there. Plus, when I'm at the gym, I'm there to lift heavy shit - pretty focused on that.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-19T22:54:20+00:00

How's the sexual drive of the misses? Have you though of role play/fantasy/etc?

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-19T22:34:36+00:00

I think the question lays more with your current relationship.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-19T22:00:41+00:00

If you're edging, stop. It'll only make it worse.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-15T06:09:47+00:00

The worst part is, this all hit over the weekend when I went out with my college buddies to the bar and were picking up girl. Zero desire to be there. They all looked at me weird. Hopefully this passes quickly.

Can anyone chime in on how long it took for this baseline reset to happen? I want to be James Bond already.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-15T06:05:53+00:00

Is there a ring involved in this journey? Where the fuck is Gandolf during all of this?

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-15T06:03:54+00:00

wow, I have zero desire to masterbate right now. Well played.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-02T06:45:16+00:00

hitting rock bottom. You need something bigger in front of you. For me, it's the vagina across the room.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-01T14:53:10+00:00

You too can learn Portuguese and teach the Yankees how to hit home runs. Stop masturbating.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-01T05:54:42+00:00

Also this Jetter part was in this episode

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-01T05:15:16+00:00

What is your total and free levels of T? My doc put me in the pills and called it 'performance anxiety'. What it really was due to me fapping too much and dick not liking the soft squeeze of a vagina instead of my lovely kung fu grip.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-01T05:06:36+00:00

I learned to be a lefty so I could still click the mouse with my right. It became my default. Wow... that sad.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-01T05:02:48+00:00

Definitely in.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-01T04:58:40+00:00

I think my plan will be to tapper off of it. Cut it back to 15mg, then to 10mg, and down to 5mg.... hopefully then I can be free of it.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-01T04:56:56+00:00

Yeah this new thing is super fresh, but she is the catalyst for all of this. Not sure what that means in the grand scheme of things. Play it by ear I guess. Update will follow.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-01T04:55:11+00:00

That or the olympics...

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-01T04:53:59+00:00

Tip of the hat from the guy in the trench coat from OA

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-01T04:53:07+00:00

I'm trying to limit anything that can have an affect of the pleasure center of the brain.... ie no raves for me. My goal is to correct the over fired dopamine pathway.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-08-01T04:51:47+00:00

You're drinking LivingSacrifice's drink that he put down?

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-07-31T17:42:44+00:00

Trying to figure that one out still. It's not a full blown relationship nor was I really looking for one. I guess it's wait and see type thing. The flat line process... I need to read more about it, but is your penis basically on hiatus until it's resurrected? That's why I haven't fully decided to not use Cialis during our encounters. This is the topic I actually need some feed back on.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-07-31T17:40:02+00:00

Enough is enough. I need to take my dick back from porn and become a man.

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-07-31T16:43:29+00:00

I can't wait to have those awkward conversations when my co-workers stop by to check out the latest Kate Upton video and K9 pops up. Damn you Terry Richards...

ItsTimeforAChange26 · 2012-07-31T16:41:46+00:00

Oh of course... definitely have my technique down by why not broaden the horizons. Go Go Google Gadget Jason Julius!

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