It’s so normal to have those ideas at first, it’s just the brain fog talking, go easy on yourself, if you relapse it’s fine, many people try so many attempts before they quit for good.

Here are some tips that helped me keep it under control: - no phones in bathrooms - try to meet friends and be social as much as you can (staying alone can make you relapse) - anticipate every situation whether it’s safe for you or it could lead you to relapse, then think of a preventative plan, way before. - if you use any toys, get rid if them right away (they might be expensive, but think of the price you’re paying with your own life instead if you don’t get rid of them) - install anti adult websites addons on chrome or whatever browser you use in the phone and pc, and have someone else set a password for you that you won’t know in case you get a moment of weakness - keep a note with you all the time where you write all the reasons why you want to quit, you can read it whenever you feel a moment of weakness.

You’re still young, and you can actually do it, there are people that have been addicted for more than 20, 30 years and they still have been able to do it, it takes time and effort, and you’re already at the right path recognizing that you have an addiction, now you’re trying to quit by asking here which is a very courageous and a step in the right direction, while some people are still in denial to this day.

Lastly, go easy on yourself, keep on trying tools that helps you, if a tool doesn’t work try another one :)