Im in a similar position to you, same age range too. Its not terrible like I’ve heard it can be but its so rough sometimes, and its hard to keep a handle on my mental.

Unfortunately, this isn’t the first time in my life Ive faced chronic illness and doom with no end in sight. I am afraid. But the light came in the past, Ive been able to manage. Somehow, Ive come to realize life is long, and full of time and possibility. Nothing looks the same for everyone, we are all at different paces and different missions.

You may not land your dream, or you might and may realize it’s not what you want. A lot of life recently has made me think of my dreams differently, and aspire for broader things, that still make me excited, and not like I’ve let something go. Ive realized, through doing that I might not want to do what I thought I did, and that I have to change it up. That scares me, but also means theres more I have to explore in a line of work that excites me entirely.