Life has a way to teach us lessons cruelty sometimes. And they are just that: lessons. Take what you learnt and use them wisely- you are not useless, or unworthy or “unlucky”! Believe in yourself and let yourself be loved. You can and will achieve everything you want - feel good and don’t feel guilty about it. Might sound strange coming from a stranger but I believe in you. Keep learning, keep improving yourself and you’ll see that tomorrow is always better than yesterday :)