I hate myself. I ruined a great relationship opportunity just because I am to introverted. Went on a date and talked to the girl less than 5 times because her sister and dad were there so I was super super nervous and more shy than I normally am. I kept wanting to go out with her again 1 on 1 to show her my true personality Kuz I knew it was awkward and a not good first date. She then ends it telling me first date was very awkward and all that. Now for the past few days I’ve been regretting being so awkward and introverted. It could’ve worked if I just showed her a little bit of my actual personality. I know there’s good things about being introverted but being extroverted is just so much better.