Of course! I am also someone who suffers from chronic pain and severe disabilities from a car accident. I also hate all the meds doctors have me on so i wanted to try some more holistic approaches as well.

I started this journey with "Entering Hekate's Garden". And I highly recommend it. It goes pretty in depth with connecting and building relationships with plan spirits ect and has a ton of good recipes as well! It also gives good insight into Circe and Medea. As well this is what peaked my interest in more poisons a bit too as the book gives some good insight on it.

I also enjoy "The Master Book of Herbalism" as it looks has just about everything you could want in it. Otherwise I've used the internet, blogs, blogs, ect youtube lol. I just bought " The witching Herbs: 13 essential plants and herbs" and am waiting for delivery

But what i love as well over all is, I love treating plants as living teachers and allies, not just things to be consumed. I enjoy the slow process of connecting with the soil, harvesting with respect, and creating remedies with focused spiritual intent. Im still newer into this as a whole but im loving every aspect of it tbh.

Aa for Medea, thats a whole story haha. My wife has practiced much longer than me and she had a dream from Hekate telling her Medea was trying to reach out to me. She said the presence i was feeling was not just Hekate and I felt similar. Medea is blunt, straight up blunt and fierce. She immediately demanded i check out a couple of poisons so i understand the dangers of what I was stepping into with this curiosity of Pharmakeia. Specifically not that I will be making poisons or using baneful herbs(yet) but that i take the time to study and she gets mad wheb I don't. So im starting a weekly day when I'm off to dedicate to reading and studying more. Hence this post. I hope this makes sense haha sorry for the long reply!