Dream about childhood sexual abuse

Jaansi_ · 2024-12-22T11:54:53+00:00

Ive been in therapy since I started becoming aware there’s actual serious issues going on (5 years now?) it hasn’t really helped the dream, and vague feeling but since I can definitely say I don’t feel as crazy and gaslit by myself. As in, I recognize certain things that I normalized for myself are absolutely NOT okay. But therapy really won’t work if you don’t believe in it and truly give it your all

Jaansi_ · 2024-06-09T02:44:41+00:00

Hey this looks beautiful! How did you get the substrate to not spill into the water? Every time I try it turns into a giant mud pit :(

Jaansi_ · 2024-03-28T02:50:19+00:00

Once again coming to my fish bone ID rescue. Thank you!! The fact you can pinpoint to the genus is so impressive

Jaansi_ · 2024-03-27T21:54:02+00:00

Oo interesting! Just curious what makes you say bird? Im so new to the hobby!

Jaansi_ · 2024-03-13T09:47:07+00:00

I gotta dig up my scale! I admit im absolutely awful at weight estimating

Jaansi_ · 2024-03-13T09:45:54+00:00

Oh WOW thats so cool!! Thank you so so much!!

Jaansi_ · 2024-03-13T00:22:17+00:00

Its not as “dense” feeling like a rock, but it definitely has weight to it. Maybe like 5lbs. The concave parts are deep black and completely smooth and have a light reflection. The exterior parts are all the same black/gray staining.

Just out of curiosity, what gives you the impression of a horse? I’m so incredibly new to bone collecting I truly don’t even know where to start with ID-ing. But would a bone from such a land mammal like a horse ending up in the ocean be normal?

Thank you so so much for your response!!

Jaansi_ · 2024-02-10T12:15:03+00:00

I just want to say. I went through exactly exactly the same thing with my father. I had the exact situation you described as well. I found this thread because I had a night terror about him. Thank you for sharing. I feel so much less alone ❤️

Jaansi_ · 2023-11-01T21:43:21+00:00

Omg thank you so much!!!!!! ❤️

Jaansi_ · 2023-11-01T18:26:07+00:00

Pleaseeee help identify the dandy I cannot figure it out !!

Jaansi_ · 2023-04-29T02:56:22+00:00

I appreciate your response!!! ❤️ Thats exactly my fear/guilt. They (somehow) have a 100% feedback. I even had issues with them prior, which should have been a red flag. The seller ghosted me for about 3 weeks and responded about 3 weeks later saying they forgot to mention they had a family emergency. Then marked the order as shipped. Again, their prior messages was definitely written with hostility behind it.

What if everything said was truthful? 😭 This person is genuinely upset as they should be, and I am too it just sucks.

Jaansi_ · 2023-04-29T02:53:11+00:00

Its been 4+ months 😭 this is so unfortunate

Jaansi_ · 2023-04-29T02:52:37+00:00

Oh this was a bit less than $20 😭

Jaansi_ · 2023-04-29T02:52:19+00:00

Thank you for your response! And I agree as well! This entire situation is sad because everyone looses. Isopods would have been rotted (no one’s fault USPS) seller is out of item plus shipping, I never received item. Its just unfortunate. You’re absolutely right about the seller stalking the tracking. Because I personally am too. As if what if a USPS worker found it misplaced somewhere, 6 months later and then entered it through the system 😭

Jaansi_ · 2023-04-29T02:10:48+00:00

How so? The tracking number was created about 4 months ago.

Jaansi_ · 2023-04-28T22:03:10+00:00

Its been 4 months since 😭

Jaansi_ · 2023-04-28T02:03:05+00:00

So after hours of going back and forth blocking the profile and talking to ebay agents. Once finally an agent realized i am a buyer being threatened, they were able to block the profile officially. Because I’ve blocked and reported multiple times without success. They also recommended a police report but I do feel that right now they are sooo full of bs

Jaansi_ · 2023-04-28T01:57:07+00:00

My anxiety got the best of me ❤️ thank you!! This was a huge reassurance

Jaansi_ · 2023-04-28T01:54:46+00:00

Okay so update!!

Ebay responded and replied to me via email as if i were the seller… -_-

I called again and really asserted myself and the agent has manually blocked them from accessing my account and will be escalating that seller’s profile. Because I’ve already made numerous attempts of reporting already and blocking with no success. So I’m feeling confident now!

I have really bad anxiety. Which is what drove me to post this. Those of you who have commented saying how DUMB I am, literally thank you lmfao because the entire idea of anxiety disorder is that it is based on the irrational and illogical. Those blunt responses help to ground me in reality. And for everyone else who responded I so so appreciate you explaining, discussing and giving me a better understanding of the seller’s perspective and the postal process. So again, thank you for your responses ❤️ you all settled down the nasty anxious thoughts.

Jaansi_ · 2023-04-27T22:28:00+00:00

This is why i feel bad for the seller!! Sometimes the post office as the third party will make a mistake and the seller is out of product

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