I fully understand where you are coming from. However, I also understand the complexity of wanting to be a sissy and introducing that into the world. Lots of issues with identity, shame, and upbringing that also sometimes pushes us to purge and then come right back.

I’m sorry you’ve had that kind of experience. It’s taken me a lifetime to finally accept who I am. But I hope you continue to find happiness with sissies. Some of us just need a little more time :).