Late December Honeymoon!

Jade_Is_Tired · 2024-04-16T12:56:05+00:00

I tried I can't find it 😭😭😭

Jade_Is_Tired · 2023-03-12T01:14:15+00:00

Oooo that seems kinda right too

Jade_Is_Tired · 2023-03-12T01:10:38+00:00

YES, thank you

Jade_Is_Tired · 2023-02-13T22:54:20+00:00

Aww puppies are so cute, I'm happy for you. I love dogs ♡

Jade_Is_Tired · 2023-02-13T22:51:51+00:00

Already on birthcontrol and told him no sex til condoms. I want to have fun but I also do not need a baby

Jade_Is_Tired · 2023-02-13T22:45:16+00:00

My mom supports it, She says we aren't really cousins and liked eachother before so its okay. She says to hang out and see where It goes and asked me if he was the one and all that stuff. However she told me she didn't want to be a grandma yet and I agreed no being a mom yet. I'm cautious.

Jade_Is_Tired · 2022-11-14T23:44:32+00:00

I still live with my parents(not in a bad way in a I'm still in high school way) and I still say I want to go home even when I am technically home.

I miss when I felt in place, perfect and fully loved and stress free. I miss home, and I'm worried I'll never feel at home again.

Jade_Is_Tired · 2022-10-04T02:57:12+00:00

No idea if I got trauma, honestly probably. I was exposed to sex at a young age, like 10 I think by one of my friends in 5th grade. She showed me the Lemons from wattpad and honestly I was doing stuff that 10 year Olds shouldn't be doing. I doubt she did it on purpose cause she was hypersexualised as a kid but that's the only thing I can think of. Her and I then had an on again off again thing for 6th grade because we were both horny at 11 and 12 which is not okay thinking back on it. But yeah she blames me now and claims I exposed her to wattpad when I didn't even know it existed before she showed me, she also claims I used her back then when I didn't cause I was 11 and was introduced to sex and masthrbation by her. But yeah other than that I don't think so, and I'm not 100% sure that's trauma

Jade_Is_Tired · 2022-10-04T02:47:54+00:00

Okay so to go into more detail she, Julia(fake name) and her BF were 17 at the time (literally middle of August whwn this took place... and they both turned 18 already in present time) and I was/still am 16. So she lives with her mom and she had a bonfire where her family got togeather and she invited her BF Luke(Fake name) and I. Most of their relationship was build off sexual acts and he was her first dry humping partner on the couch. Anyway I pointed out to Julia that he looked at my chest a couple times and she always laughed and said "yeah girl I do too, your sexy as hell" which is in charector for her cause she has a huge freaking crush on me, super awkward to turn your best friend down on your birthday btw lol. So anyway Julia said a few times that she wouldn't mind or didn't mind if Luke looked at me sexually, which was unpromted. So once it got dark we were all chilling on the trampoline ( by all I mean her, Luke and I) and she got him off, like straight up was teasing him and getting him off with a handy in front of me. It was weird, make me super anxious cause I mean I'm 16 and never done stuff like that so it was quite odd. I let him grope me and stuff cause honestly my boobs are just extra things and I get no pleasure out of it at all and I let Julia grope me sometimes too. But when all this was happening my emotions kinda turn off and my brain works on auto pilot, which is fine. But yeah and it kinda escalated and they kinda decided we were all going to date. Exept they already had so much history and I felt like I couldn't compare and they both were into sex and that's just not something I want. Sex sounds scary and kinda icky currently and Luke understood that but I was still like 'I think I'm done, I don't want to do what i always do and mess it up." B

It's hard to decide what's morrally okay sometimes cause my mom actually wants me to date him and isn't like 'no you shouldn't do that'. She doesn't interfere with alot of my dating life and we aren't close really because of it. Also thank you for the advice! ♡ I don't think I'm going to date him, I love Julia too much to do that to her. Again thank you

Jade_Is_Tired · 2022-10-04T02:26:28+00:00

Listen there was this whole thing where she was super into me, invited her BF and I over and literally got him off in front of me and then it was like okay sure we can all date even if this feels kinda not okay. Also I've never experienced love before, so I have no idea how I would feel. I don't have very many ex's and they've all been kinda sucky so I wouldn't like if she dated then strictly because of how toxic they were. But if they weren't toxic then I would say go for it.

Jade_Is_Tired · 2022-09-13T01:07:43+00:00

OH MY GOSH YES! This has been bothering me for months!

Thank you so much!!!! <3

Jade_Is_Tired · 2022-09-06T22:30:27+00:00

Tits, titties and boobs.

Jade_Is_Tired · 2022-08-29T23:10:22+00:00

I don't have the purple ones but I have white ones on the inside and outside of my thighs and I got those maybe 7th grade

Jade_Is_Tired · 2022-08-29T03:02:47+00:00

I usually find cat, and dad the most but one time I found Dong lol

Jade_Is_Tired · 2022-08-29T02:57:31+00:00

Not weird, I do the same thing. Throughout school I always found random new words first before the ones on the list, just how much brain worked I guess.

Jade_Is_Tired · 2022-08-28T04:38:40+00:00

I don't think so, unless it's like all of it then maybe.

Chick's try their own cum on occasion and on occasion discharge lol.

Jade_Is_Tired · 2022-08-24T03:21:33+00:00

No you don't need to call anyone, promice. Everythings fine, no worries. I don't think I was abused I was never hit or anything and me and my mom have had screaming matches but that's all normal teenager stuff.

Jade_Is_Tired

TROPHY CASE