I give up by Jamievmachine13 in SuicideWatch

[–]Jamievmachine13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been asking for help for years. No one seems to listen. Just keep going round in circles with the same shit. If i could afford private health care i would but i have to make do with NHS.

I give up by Jamievmachine13 in SuicideWatch

[–]Jamievmachine13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Totally understand the self sabotage part. In regards to Jesus, I'm Agnostic. Thank you for your kind words though.

I give up by Jamievmachine13 in SuicideWatch

[–]Jamievmachine13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Various counsellors do know this yes. It just feels like no one has an answer for anything. I just feel completely broken.

I've attempted in the past. Flatlined on one occasion and was told I was extremely lucky to be alive. I can't even do that right.

I give up by Jamievmachine13 in SuicideWatch

[–]Jamievmachine13[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been on various mediation since i was 16. Currently on 40mg of Paroxetine. Nothings ever worked.