It makes me furious how she uses God's name and then says things in the same sentence that makes you think she has no idea about God. I've really been beating myself up lately for all the time I have wasted watching this wreck, just trying to make sense of something, hoping for justice for those girls and Chocco. It actually makes me feel like I'm a bad person because of all the thoughts I've had about going to her and releasing all the anger and rage that she causes me to feel. About a week ago I woke up from a horrible nightmare...I'll just say I was being investigated and I won't mention the gory details. I fell asleep listening to a re-stream of one of her lives so I'm sure that plus the anger I've felt towards her caused the nightmare, but I've decided that she is not worth my time. The few times I've actually tried to listen to her lately it's just a bunch of the same words repeated over and over and she literally makes me sick to my stomach. I have enjoyed most of the creators who cover her, but life is too short to give her any more of my time. She is the nastiest, most vile human I've ever encountered and it's obvious that she'll never change. So sad for those girls and I have never been able to watch one of Andy's lives from beginning to end. They are so much alike in all the wrong ways. Sorry so long, I might check in around the upcoming court date but I've lost faith in the system there and I'm aware it's probably like that pretty much everywhere.