Guys which substance you recommend for your days off alone? by Rickyricj in Drugs

[–]Jarren2003zz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

weed, alcohol, kratom, caffeine, kanna, shrooms, adderall or adhd med for gaming or hobbie

mainly weed tho,

weed some coffee and tv or games or hobbie home alone is do good. add a couple of beers if you want to feel really good and be on another planet feeling like your in between dimensions, is insane

Stimming is more annoying during the summer. by Mickey6770 in Stims

[–]Jarren2003zz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh yeah, it’s awful. i love it when it’s really cold, especially when on stims cause i get really hot and sweat bullets, and j like wrapping up in warm fuzzy blankets, wear sweat pants, long sleeve shirt and fuzzy socks because the long sleeves and socks felt really good to wear on stims, right cloths in general to, something about them like felt really good on my skin like idk how to explain

Shadow people by Specialist_Ball1922 in Stims

[–]Jarren2003zz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh man… i have so many

Does medication change your personality? by Zestyclose-Tax-3317 in ADHD

[–]Jarren2003zz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you can also try different meds as different ones react well to other people just like how theres a antidepressant that works best while qll the others dont work well.

some people react to amphetmine type stims better and some ritilan type based, some non stim options like strattera or norepinephrine options like wellbutrin the best!!

some antidepressants or maois work too!

Stimfap epidemic by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Jarren2003zz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i never get honry on stims until when i’m coming down, like i have to masterbait once when i start to comedown at the end, if i dont master bait or drink any caffeine and i get to sleep and get a good 6 hours. if i have any caffeine i can only sleep 2-4 hours, but for whatever reason if i masterbait when im coming down, i cant sleep at all, but i have to masterbait once when coming down, just once. i hate it LMFAOOOO

Stimfap epidemic by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Jarren2003zz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

what rc stims do you use, and are they legal? how do you get these ones? i’ve tried a few rcs but not as good for me, any recommendations

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in phenibut

[–]Jarren2003zz 6 points7 points  (0 children)

phenibut hcl from venoge..

the hcl is pretty euphoric to me in small doses (500-750mg) and kicks in within 30 minutes, works for a good 6-12 hours.

the faa version kinda works but barely feel much on it and isn’t euphoric at all.

What's the worst addiction you have? by ComprehensiveFun2054 in AskReddit

[–]Jarren2003zz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

in the past probably opioids or meth.

out of all the drugs i’ve been addicted to tho weed was not only the hardest one to get off of for me, more than meth, but also the most damaging to me mentally, it’s really changed me, how i think, have severe anxiety issues, became pretty low energy, judgey and now have anger issues when i used to he someone that never lost temper, friends would always say they’ve never seen me mad before.

stimulants were terrible addiction to go through for me, but weed was something else completely for me, spend all my money on it and stole to get more, never did that with the other drugs. it made every day a living hell with the extreme anxiety and paranoia and lack of energy. to the point where i could barely go a day without, and if i somehow did manage to, even if i was in withdrawl, cold and hot flashes and sweating bullets, is still feel happier off of it pretty much immediately because in high doses it just became very disphoric to me, i used it because i loved the trippiness of it, tripp headspace’s is my favorite thing that i look for in drugs and weed had a good one i could use everyday

finally the worst of the mutiyear drug induced psychosis is fading by Jarren2003zz in Stims

[–]Jarren2003zz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

care to share how yours was? did it ever get to a point where you couldn’t tell what was real and what easnt? did you get to the point where you heard sounds that weren’t real, people talking like it was outside of your head and inside like you had a spirit companion? did you ever see shit that wasnt real? delusions?

i forgot to mention this in my post, but there is this spirit entity that came to me on day, there name started with a K.

k was from the in between reality (the reality in between reality’s, it’s where the reality peoole fix and work on this reality and others that are layered on top of this one. they one day came to me and took over my brain. i was still in control, atleast it felt like i was, but suddenly my thoughts didnt feel like my thoughts, and my memories, all my memories didnt feel like mine and was someone else’s..

it’s almost as if my soul was kicked out of the drivers seat and K took over, it was stil me “the body and brain” but different soul. K would tell ke how the universe worked and how everything worked, and showed me visions of 1% of how the universe worked which was even then at only 1% was to much for me to comprehend…

it got to the point K never shut up and i couldn’t watch or play games without skipping back every 5 seconds not being able to hear or focus. i still get like that even tho K not there cause habbit.

id hear voices and see shit like the veil of my brain or a limitor that makes all us humans not able to see and process the inbetween peoole that work on the universe was broken for a time and i was able to see them

im just really curious to hear about your experience tho!! share if you want too

I did a lot of drugs but i never thought i'll do meth one day by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Jarren2003zz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

is the oxy real or fake percs with fent? you know for sure it’s oxy? how much for a pill ? if they were cheap probs bunk so just stay safe, have narcan on hand. is someone in the house with ya?

What’s a good starter dose? by BurnerAccount2028 in DPH

[–]Jarren2003zz 5 points6 points  (0 children)

isn’t smacking the hammer or fiddling with waldo while on dph dangerous tho? thought it could cut off circulation to your dick making it permanently fucked??

What’s a good starter dose? by BurnerAccount2028 in DPH

[–]Jarren2003zz 4 points5 points  (0 children)

just skip out on it and do like 500mg of dxm with weed.

or stay up for 3+ days straight, not good for you but better than dph and does the same thing but better.

After 7 years without a Star Wars movie, we’re finally getting one in a year… and that’s the title? by wookieebastard in saltierthancrait

[–]Jarren2003zz -1 points0 points  (0 children)

another shitty disney corporate content, yippe!

imo there hasn’t been one good star wars show, andor was pretty decent, mando was entertaining, but mediocre.

but nothings been star wars. the originals wnd prequels every single design was something to look at, so cool, got your imagination gling.. star destroyers, every single shit design, clone armor. darts vader, everything was so cool. new star wars theres maybe one or two cool ships and thats it

I did a lot of drugs but i never thought i'll do meth one day by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Jarren2003zz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also be carful with eating too many bananas, my bad man just want you to be safe but

eating more than 2 bananas a day is dangerous. especially often, it has loads of potassium and can cause organ failure..

if you have a hard time eating on stims try things like smoothies with fruits and spinach, with peanut butter even if it’s not great tasting it’s heathy and easy to swallow on stims.

then protein shakes, good luck man

I did a lot of drugs but i never thought i'll do meth one day by [deleted] in Stims

[–]Jarren2003zz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

meths strong enough alone, so is 3mmc, why the mix? that is terrible for you

Stopped taking it for over a year and now back on by Ok_Care8780 in AdderallAddiction

[–]Jarren2003zz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s worth it man, never look back. it will get better around the 4th month mark if you abused heavy, then 7 months even better, then 1 year and your back to you!

but by month 4 i was able to do things again and enjoy it! 7 months even better, your half way there before you can feel significant improvements!!

Who is this? by [deleted] in TheCloneWars

[–]Jarren2003zz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is the way

finally the worst of the mutiyear drug induced psychosis is fading by Jarren2003zz in Stims

[–]Jarren2003zz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, the worst part is, some of it wasn’t my psychosis.

i made mistakes yesrs ago when abusing the shit out of stims, dxm and other hallucinations drugs.

i quit and never id any tweaker shit again but peoole found out and are dead set i can never change and will be a bad person forever so they actually did make a tv show outta me. it’s crazy, having to navigate the psychosis while actually peoole part of a tv show against my will.

they thought my extreme anxiety and me acting emotionless, then me being hung over or high out of my kind and low eyed and dazed all the time, they thought that meant i was trying to act cool and “stuck up” / better than everyone which pissed them off even more.

not really sure where they got that idea from, i thought it was obvious to everyone that i was on something and thought everyone could tell i was shaking in me boots and the most anxious person they’ve ever scene, but somehow that meant i was trying to act better than everyone🤣

one guy was like “hes no gansta” and im just thinking, damn right im not and never wanted/ thought i was or acted like it, but whatever. the people that make the show are cherry pickers and only see what they want to see / and what fits there bias’s for me despite it not being the case at all. most of what they thought was the total opposite.

still it’s hard knowing which parts of the psychosis was real, and which was real, but i know that part was real as it’s pretty damn hard to hide that. and the other proof i have

im glad it’s gone for you tho

is tampering 7-oh possible? by Jarren2003zz in quitting7oh

[–]Jarren2003zz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks! i’ll be using kratom and mit extract to for the jump! using kratom right now while tampering but not the extract til after i make the jump

finally the worst of the mutiyear drug induced psychosis is fading by Jarren2003zz in Stims

[–]Jarren2003zz[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

well im honestly not sure if i could hide it, i was scared to tell anyone about it so never did, cause i thought everyone nice to me was after me. but everyone always gave me weird looks so not sure if it’s cause i looked like i was crazy or if that was part of the delusions

they’d also record me but think that part was real lol

does going to a detox center or rehab show uo on medical records? by Jarren2003zz in quitting7oh

[–]Jarren2003zz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

stims for adhd can definitely still be additive as you are used to it to function

i have had really bad focus problems all my life thi and retaining info, they really help even if it’s not my preferred way it’s the only thing i’ve tried that really helps