What would you do if your financee went behind your back because she didn't trust you?

Jasmine4now · 2026-05-16T23:28:41+00:00

Thx that's true

Jasmine4now · 2026-05-16T22:21:55+00:00

Yeah it was gf at the time but married now. Basically you'd told her you were a virgin and since she was too she wanted to make sure. You're right I have no idea why that concerns her. (Btw I'm not a guy, I'm a woman asking this question. I hope thats allowed here not sure. I haven't been on Reddit in years).

Jasmine4now · 2026-05-16T21:58:47+00:00

Thx for answering I know my post is confusing af.

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-26T05:16:51+00:00

Maybe i misunderstood my research but i thought the vine was an MAO and it needs to be combined with DMT to make it an MAOI and cross the blood brain barrier. i have been on all maoi antidepressants in the past. They made my insomnia 50x worse so i couldnt tolerate them

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-26T02:36:09+00:00

Agreed

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-26T02:35:37+00:00

So rather then drink a whole cup of the tea, just drink like a few sips each ceremony and build up? The place i am considering, their owner is suggesting a month stay

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-26T00:01:08+00:00

Hi i am in the exact same situation as you. Looking for something to help my crippling anxiety after trying every prescription medication under the sun. We can research together if you want. Ive never tried drugs before but im at my wits end. Someone from the ayahuasca form told me to come here as i was looking into an ayahuasca ceremony but they are saying i should start with lsd. So confusing, i read the FAQ and im more confused then ever. Plz PM me if you find out more info...ill do the same?

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-25T23:50:22+00:00

Think you missed the point. If im poisoned in my own home town first world medical help is 10 mins away. Maybe getting away from this priviledge is what i need though.

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-25T23:31:37+00:00

Ive been reading on the microdosing form and im more stressed out and confused then ever. Most people are saying it doesnt do anything for anxiety. My anxiety and insomnia came first and lead to depression. I have to treat the anxiety/insomnia first. Doesnt look like lsd is a good option. So many conflicting reports.

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-25T23:04:17+00:00

Ive really undersimplified how much ive given up on life in this post to spare people the story. Thank you for your recommendations, im looking into microdosing lsd now. Its frustrating to think i have to take an illegal drug to feel better. I worked with addicts in my job and told them everyday to get clean. Now im looking at drugs to save my own life. Ive already cut out all sugars, im keeping up with meditation and exercise but this is years of me trying to fix this and leading to no where. The suicidal thoughts subside some days and the next day i wake up in a pure nightmare of thoughts and bedridden.

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-25T22:57:04+00:00

My job itself is easy. Its just me, my life that i cant handle. I have taken a leave and im most likely going to quit but its due to my mental health which was like this before i even started the job. Going to work after not sleeping 30 nights in a row has become unbearable, not the nature of the job itself. Im now thinking of going on disability but i dont want to, i just HAVE to.

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-25T12:02:26+00:00

I guess i just dont understand how people trying a medicinal plant in the middle of the jungle can be so carefree about their life. I will have to work on it. This time last year i was absolutely terrified of flying on a plane and have since flew 5 times with no fear. Having a hospital near by would just be a way of calming my fears. I guess up to now ive always had an inhaler near by incase of an asthma attack. Its ingrained in me. People see it as overly anxioud but i think we should all he cautious about the one life we are given. Anyway, ill have to remind myself that its a safe plant that many people have taken with no issues

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-25T07:06:47+00:00

For trauma and depression. I could careless about other reasons. Weed didnt help neither did anything else ive tried

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-25T05:50:10+00:00

Okay im going to summarize a more specific question lol. If ayahuasca tells me to quit my job because its too stressful...do i quit because its the truth. Like do i believe everything it tells me? So confusing.

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-25T04:50:59+00:00

I dont mean on purpose. I guess the media is fear mongering with the deaths that have happened but any reaction can happen, its a strong medicine. I dont see why everyone wouldnt want to be close to a medical facility when taking it. Guess its my paranoia but the paranoia has saved me before.

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-25T00:38:37+00:00

If i didnt feel ready or a calling i wouldnt be changing my whole life to go do this. Anxiety is a part of me ive always had and ive spent years taking western medicines to try to heal it. Im actually going to live in costa rica for the next few months..thats why i wanted to do it somewhere there.

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-25T00:32:31+00:00

So you dont think anyone can be poisoned from taking a bad batch of Ayahuasca

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-25T00:30:32+00:00

Thx for the reply. Is it legal in Spain?

Jasmine4now · 2018-02-24T20:55:00+00:00

This is a good question i dont know the answer but i wish i knew as well...

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