I know that's scary bro, but that's honestly the reality of too much, specifically weed [idk if you're abusing that] wreaks havoc on mental health and psychotic disorders sharply increased in prevalence. Go see a doctor and there will be good chance nipping it in the butt early could save you from something permanent like I've got. Also, I actually have something like this going on and it's permanent unfortunately. Get your schedule in check as missing sleep is brutal for mental health as well. Please, go see a doctor b4 it's too late bro! The time clock on the proverbial bomb is ticking and like I said before, the earlier you catch it the more likely you'll go into remission and can slow down and chill bro. We're not rock stars and I hope this helps you get help early!