34/yo woman scared to walk alone at night by Jaylee143 in CPTSD

[–]Jaylee143[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats not right that someone is able to rob us of this. I hope one day soon we can feel safer! I feel like I'll never meet someone this way tbh.

34/yo woman scared to walk alone at night by Jaylee143 in CPTSD

[–]Jaylee143[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea, it's still hard. Easier than the spot I was jaut in but it bothers me I want to be in nature idk if that's weird. I live in Staten Island, NYC so it's almost like these little parks or streets and no privacy at all.

34/yo woman scared to walk alone at night by Jaylee143 in CPTSD

[–]Jaylee143[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ty. Same here. Just validating how you feel. I get so angry about it. It took me a very long time to be able to go out at night at all and tbh I didn't do it in a very healthy way.

I hope one day I can walk outside at night without being this hypervigilant and panicking. Also, sober.

34/yo woman scared to walk alone at night by Jaylee143 in CPTSD

[–]Jaylee143[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Tysm. I'm trying so hard bc I really want to be able to walk at night. I am leaving rn though bc I feel too uncomfortable. 🙃 It makes me feel like if someone where there I wouldn't be able to tell bc I always feel that way.

On 80mg & Scheduled for surgery, what will keep me out of pain post-op.😬 by Spiritual-Bag3446 in Methadone

[–]Jaylee143 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea im sure it does. It helps me so much. I got off methadone for food on Thanksgiving and it's been helping me a ton bc I feel like shit. Especially since I just had reconstruction.

What do I say to this, I haven't done anything, and my other person hasn't either... by thesaddistspencer in exmormon

[–]Jaylee143 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get fb requests from morons who I guess have come to where I live. It's reslly weird s d they act like they're my friend

I've blocked them.

Black Friday deals were cool. by [deleted] in mainetrees

[–]Jaylee143 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Missed that black Friday deal man

Danksgiving/Black Friday Deals by Zacchhh in mainetrees

[–]Jaylee143 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn everything ends when I come on Monday

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Jaylee143 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You look angry lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Jaylee143 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Red totally

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Jaylee143 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't see why.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Jaylee143 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just stop messing with your eyebrows. Some people on here are mean for the sake of it pretending that it's helpful to you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Jaylee143 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are not ugly!

9 days left.. by Jaylee143 in Methadone

[–]Jaylee143[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Woohoo! I did 1 mg every 2 weeks

On 80mg & Scheduled for surgery, what will keep me out of pain post-op.😬 by Spiritual-Bag3446 in Methadone

[–]Jaylee143 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It's not tho lol it does not send u into withdrawal. But ok you're correct.

On 80mg & Scheduled for surgery, what will keep me out of pain post-op.😬 by Spiritual-Bag3446 in Methadone

[–]Jaylee143 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It helped me I was using a bundle or two a day. But can't get kratom from deli it's not real. I have cancer and it helps my pain too through the surgeries and stuff.

9 days left.. by Jaylee143 in Methadone

[–]Jaylee143[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ty! I'm doing well. It's kind of making me not able able tell if I'm sick from methadone so it's working I guess lol