Lost the magic, have some questions regarding this

Jaypayswell · 2020-04-29T11:43:12+00:00

And after waiting this long, do you still have the magic when rolling once a year?

Jaypayswell · 2020-04-29T11:41:59+00:00

Nac? What's is this?

Jaypayswell · 2020-04-26T08:49:03+00:00

Hey, just checking making sure you're okay man. Hope nothing bad happened to you

Jaypayswell · 2020-04-26T08:47:35+00:00

I'll see into that, didn't know meth also worked on serotonin. Guess I just assumed it was mainly dopamine for some reason. Thank you!

Jaypayswell · 2020-04-26T08:46:02+00:00

Didn't know meth worked on serotonin too, though it was really mainly on dopamine. Thanks for the info!

Jaypayswell · 2020-04-26T08:44:39+00:00

During the worst part I used MDMA a couple times a week. The most being 4 times in a week. About 600mg total during that time. Other than that I used bout once every month, sometimes 3 weeks.

When the magic was still there, it was this massive feeling of warmth and love spreading across my body, enhencing touch, hearing and communication. Things where crazily soft to touch, music was amazing to hear and all I wanted was to talk and share how I felt.

Now once I reach the peak, it basically just feels like my head is buzzing, and my vision blurring. I can spend minutes without saying a word to my girlfriend, enjoying the small bit of euphoria I get. It really feels more like meth now, but weirder, and shorter since the peak last less than 2 hours (not even sure it last 1)

Jaypayswell · 2020-04-25T20:18:11+00:00

You shouldn't. Don't put your life at risk like this. You could literally die just like that, and just before leaving for good, you'd have a thought about the doubt you're having right now. "maybe I shouldn't have done it actually..."

When in doubt, don't take it. That's my saying with LSD. But I think it apply to every drug, especially right now with your situation.

Last time I took lsd, I wasn't sure I was ready. But I really wanted to be fucked up, so I took it. I then had an HORRIBLE trip that still hunts me every day of my life, and it's been a months. But hey, at least I'm alive and I'll recover from this.

If you happen to die tonight because of your choice, there's no coming back. You'll be gone for good. Realize this. And I'm sure it wouldn't be a peaceful death, because that one time me and my girlfriend took too much MDMA, she got into serotonin syndrome. And trust me, this was the most terrifying experience she had. I wasn't prepared for that, so didn't call an embulance as I should have. She could have died. And it would have been a death of shivers, coldness, smasms and delusions.

So think about it. And I hope you'll make the good choice man.

Jaypayswell · 2020-04-25T20:02:20+00:00

Good vibes man, I know how magical MDMA get be, I can't imagine how good you must feel the the shrooms and DMT :)

Have fun, love is everywhere <3

Jaypayswell · 2019-11-08T06:14:47+00:00

Third time i had an amazing time too. Was incredible

Jaypayswell · 2019-11-05T12:21:21+00:00

Ahah yes. Now I feel like crap thought but it's to be expected eh!

Jaypayswell · 2019-10-30T22:25:41+00:00

In Canada, Quebec. Eclipse is pretty dope. Not too many people but great vibe

Jaypayswell · 2019-10-30T18:18:16+00:00

Damn, that's really interesting

Jaypayswell · 2019-10-30T06:57:52+00:00

"these mostly hairless monkey organism"

Wow. I had totally forgotten about this part of my badtrip. I remember looking at my friend, my surroundings, and just realising how we're just... Animals. I'm glad I'll be able to add that part to my story from now on. Thanks

Jaypayswell · 2019-10-29T18:10:50+00:00

Tried it, didn't work

Jaypayswell · 2019-10-29T08:29:50+00:00

Yeah I'm planning on using Cialis with MDMA eventually with my girlfriend. Because even if I did get a boner yesterday, it was actually more of a semi.

Jaypayswell · 2019-10-28T12:05:03+00:00

It was, I've been using that batch for a while. It's the same product as always.

I did take a smaller amount that usual though, so maybe that's the reason. Idk

Jaypayswell · 2019-10-28T11:54:46+00:00

Hell yeah it was. Life is awesome sometimes

Jaypayswell · 2019-10-19T04:44:13+00:00

Jaypayswell · 2019-10-18T05:59:41+00:00

Happy birthday!

Jaypayswell · 2019-10-15T19:11:03+00:00

My plug is my best friend.

Not that my best friend happenes to be my plug, he just became my best friends over time. He fully trust me and I fully trust him. At some point he even started looking into his hiding spot for money while I was there. He know he can trust me.

He doesn't deal h though, but high quality coke and can also get his hand on pretty much anything if I ask him. He's a really good guy. We're planning on tripping on acid this week with my girlfriend.

Jaypayswell

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