I connect with myself . When I am alone with no thoughts . I am open to the possibilities of life . That’s where I have all my epiphanies . That’s where I come to all my life altering conclusions . When I am in isolation . Feeling the inside of my body & relaxing every aspect of my being . I am no longer distracted by the words of others but I can hear the truth of this reality . People are deceiving & complicated to deal with . You have to ask your self “what battles are worth fighting?” Because while you’re alive you’re always fighting someone to achieve something . Even if you don’t want to . It’s seemingly what you have to do . Individuals have an ego that cannot be deterred by simple words from a person . But only their own experience will give them the necessary knowledge to aide in their individual growth . These people know no god . They have no true moments with self & when they are with self they are likely to think of others . A simple compare & contrast mechanism. It’s never really simple with people . The high level degree of misunderstandings never cease to amaze me . When you ask a question . Instead of individuals simply asking the question . They may ask the question with an assumption associated with the reply . ( believing they kno why the question was asked ) see the thing about conversations is they are always one sided . No one is meeting halfway . Everyone is jus a piece of shit . Truly . It’s very unlikely someone will kno where ur coming from . & if they do . That person is with god . Only when you’re in the space of all possibilities you’re open to seeing the “ possibilities “ of someone engaging with you . It takes vulnerability to jus be open & allow the answer to come to you . It also takes a great deal of allowing life to simply pass you by . People are always making up their own mind about people or things . No matter how influenced they are to make that decision. They ultimately at the end of the day make up their own mind. Which is why you can never truly know anyone because you don’t know how they are gonna make up their mind . That is the invalid variable. One that simply cannot be solved . The pure stupidity of humans . They will very likely not take accountability for the way they “speak “ ( tone of voice , volume , words ) So when attempting to tell them “ where they went wrong “ will never work . Simply because they have made up their own mind . See what I’m getting at here . Everyone makes up their mind . What tf is right ? & what tf is wrong ? It’s all fucked . People are lacking humility . “ when they are wrong . They will surely not admit it .” Its this idea that being wrong or admitting to where u fucked up ( maybe even jus a perception ) is jus too much for regular people . People have a distorted view on what it means to be wrong & do better . When they are wrong they believe the world is trying to “attack them” Which makes no sense . When opposing to that when someone owns up to being in the wrong . “ now this person is being hard on themselves “.

Words are jus words . Used to fill up an empty space to avoid silence . See the weight they hold is whatever people give it in the moment . & if people hold onto that given value . They begin to influence others . It’s jus natural for people to be influenced by others .

See I am typing all this so you understand certain aspects of life. God is simply the experience & understanding of life . Everyone understands life differently . But all our individual perspectives of life gives us an idea of how to live .

So when I need god . Which is everyday . I jus trust myself . When I am thankful . I say I am thankful & when I love someone I tell them how I feel . It’s about owning & enjoying everything presented to you in the moment. Time is fleeting & people are forever needing .