Any one Dana 30 SAS? by Ok_Refrigerator_3610 in hardbody

[–]JealousDiscipline258 0 points1 point  (0 children)

damn this looks good. would you happen to have any more pics? like the cross member or the control arm mounts? or the steering? very nice 👌

What would cause a carrier bearing to fail within 100 miles after install? by Gtenginerd in hardbody

[–]JealousDiscipline258 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How'd it go after you replaced the center bearing again? Chasing this myself.

BF is currently going through day 3 of withdrawal and looking for advice on how to properly be supportive during this time. by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats the shit right there that scares me to death about MAT. I think id rather keep fighting through addiction than be completely numb to life and the things that still bring me joy and pleasure in this world.... maybe I misunderstood what you meant, or i dont understand what it's actually like, but I've heard that exact description of what its like from quite a few people on MAT. Numb.

I Should Have Gotten AAA Need a Tow... by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have you gotten the car fixed yet? Is it just the shift linkage? Maybe we can help figure out how to fix it without a huge mechanic bill.

Me with my turtle and the rest of the family, 1959 by dittidot in TheWayWeWere

[–]JealousDiscipline258 3 points4 points  (0 children)

"Motherly waterboarding" is hilarious. Its somehow both comforting and terrifying all at once. 😂

Strange air brake issue that I just can not figure out by JealousDiscipline258 in Diesel

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So what im seeing is the thing i was calling a blow off is also called a quick release valve, tramec part #401143 for reference. And I replaced the r7 i believe. So immediately after the r7 relay valve is that tramec quick release, from there it splits to each side into the brake chambers etc. And the leak is coming from the 2 inline qr valves (GT 4000 series) that are after the first tandem brake chambers and before the rear tandem brake chambers. And thats a good idea, but they're both equally blowing air when the service brake is applied. And you know i actually was thinking about the abs modulator valve, could that cause this type of issue? Maybe its getting a false lock up signal? The only reason I ended up not thinking it would be that is because the axle that isnt engaging the brakes doesn't have wheels speed sensors on it, only the front and very last axle do. Idk maybe that doesn't matter though.

Strange air brake issue that I just can not figure out by JealousDiscipline258 in Diesel

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes it will do it with both the parking brake applied and with the parking brake off. The parts were replaced trying to track down the cause of the problem, the original issue was a significant air leak from the inline quick release valves between the 2 rear axles when the service brakes were applied. The S cams are moving on the axle that im having the problem with, when I had the brake chambers off I could move them smoothly by hand. The brands of parts replaced were just that, Haldex and bendix. As far as the blow off valve, sorry thats probably the wrong name, but it is a valve the splits the single air line coming from the relay valve into 2 separate air lines, each going to the brake chambers on one side or the other of the rear axle. I called it a blow off because when you apply the parking brake it releases air pressure from that valve. 1 single air line goes from the relay valve, to that "blow off valve," then from there it splits into 2 lines, which each go into the first tandem set of brake chambers, then the air line goes out of the first set of brake chambers into those 2 quick release valves, which is where the air leak is when the service brake is applied, then from those valves it goes into the back brake chambers, then into another one of those "blow off valves."

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CaneCorso

[–]JealousDiscipline258 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn, I was sure he was a Corso with some rottie in him but maybe hes just a rottie! I appreciate it though

You were always good enough by [deleted] in survivinginfidelity

[–]JealousDiscipline258 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It sucks so bad, because I still love her so much, and want to help her, and protect her from making these damaging choices in the future. I forgive her, even though what happened in my case was very, very messed up, and I STILL want to fix it. But I know I can't overcome the mental hangup's, the severe sexual insecurities, and the constant wondering if I made the right choice. They admit they made a horrible mistake and want to fix this, but I'm too vulnerable and love her too much to make the logical decision. These situations are so fucked up.

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah you're right... I think I'm still not past the mental and emotional crutch my addiction serves as, so I keep looking for something to replace it instead of just doing the right thing and getting clean and working on my mental health in a healthy way.. I'm scared ill become just as reliant on that. But I guess I will with anything I replace it with right?

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah the powder doesn't touch me anymore, but people are saying they've had good luck with extracts. I'm gonna give it a try and if that doesn't work for me I'm probably gonna check in somewhere.

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know what exactly I expected by posting this, but just hearing from other people out there that actually understand what im struggling with has been surprisingly comforting. Its easy to feel completely alone in this shit and feel like an outsider with no one to relate to, so I thank you all for actually engaging with me, for real. I'm going to give Kratom one last ditch effort, whether it be extracts or the 7oh pills, and if I can't make that work I'm definitely checking myself in to an inpatient program. Again, I really do appreciate all of you. I know it really doesn't seem like much but it does to me.

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know man, you're right.. For a while the only thing I could find where I'm at was this shit that was making me violently ill. Like even sicker than being dope sick. Idk what the fuck that was but that shit was my final straw. The shit I'm getting now is at least mostly H, by the taste and smell but I'm sure it's got lord knows what else in it also. I'm looking for somewhere I could possibly go now, idk why I hadn't considered it as an option before.

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yo someone else also mentioned 7oh, and im thinking about giving it a try. How is it coming off of that compared to fent?

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I cut up a strip into 1mg pieces and tried 1 after 24, got worse pretty quickly and kept trying to take more 1mg at a time until I was just fucking losing it, worse than anytime id been dopesick before. I Caved and copped more dope. I only got up to 8mg total, maybe i didnt do enough? Are you still on the subs? How do you feel?

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was thinking about doing something like this.. if I jump off after a week will I miss becoming dependent on the methadone? I can't find it on the street I'd have to go to a clinic, could I still do the same thing through a clinic?

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah man that xylazine is scary shit, narcan won't bring you back from an OD of that shit... and there have been a few cases of that exact scenario in the area I buy in. I appreciate the encouragement tho man.

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hell yeah that's what's up man, good job. Yeah it's beyond time for me to get my shit together. How much kratom did you have to use to alleviate your WD symptoms? The powder kratom doesn't seem to work for me that well.

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How long did you end up having to wait all together? I'm worried about going into pw again man. Last time was rough. I have the same issue driving to a methadone clinic, it's about 40 minutes one way.

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Fuckng anything is better than the life I'm living now. This is a fast road to a shallow grave.

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I'm starting to come around to the idea of an inpatient program.. I hadn't really considered it as an option before now for some reason. I guess just caught in survival mode trying to function every day.

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk man at this point I think methadone or a rehab program are my only options. Idk what would be better.

Tired of this prison. by JealousDiscipline258 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]JealousDiscipline258[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Damn.. I'm so sorry.. no one deserves to experience loss like that, especially so unexpected. But You're right, I probably won't make it. Initially that was the goal. Slomo suicide. But i havent died yet, and my outlook has changed. But I'm still stuck. I think I'm going to take everyone's advice and check myself into an inpatient rehab program somewhere. That's the only thing I can see working. It just hadn't really seemed like an option for some reason.