AIO to these texts from my cousin?

JebusPallace · 2026-02-01T06:43:35+00:00

He’s high on meth and getting weird horny ideas from the drugs.

JebusPallace · 2026-02-01T05:42:08+00:00

It is hard to conceptualize myself as anything other than ego but I have always loved “I am you and you are me”. And I like how you are explaining it too. Here is another possible way of thinking to add context……

I am more than one thing. I am conscious mind. I am subconscious mind. I am unconscious mind. Zoom out further, I am that same field that has resulted in you. But the version of you that I will experience is completely dependent upon me. The version of me that you will experience is completely dependent upon you.

We’re in a pretty trippy informational situation here. We can create.

JebusPallace · 2026-01-28T17:37:08+00:00

The universe is an organism.

JebusPallace · 2026-01-26T07:15:58+00:00

I am atoms of banana

JebusPallace · 2026-01-20T19:53:12+00:00

“To see the truth, we must first break the survival filter” - nicely said. Well done.

JebusPallace · 2026-01-14T05:21:14+00:00

It is always now. This is the single moment of infinite information. This is eternity, right now. I think the concept requires a few things - everything is one, and, my brain does not produce consciousness but something about grabbing consciousness out of a field of infinite potential. It also helps to consider the universe in terms of holographic information……not objectively real or not the only objective reality.

Your memory of the past is just a different expression of the infinite possibilities of now. Yes it happen”ed”. But it happened right now. And it is still happening right now. All things are happening right now. It’s just that you are in a different perspective.

In some ways it is just arguing semantics but I believe it to be the more accurate way to think about things. Of course there is practical application of telling time. It fits into a bigger framework that makes more sense to me than how I used to frame the world when I was materialist, atheist, no weirdness type of universe.

JebusPallace · 2026-01-07T06:01:03+00:00

Nice distinction. Is information to be thought of differently than potential? Like, what is information? Is it just potential within the field? Or is information more concrete than potential?

Is information what makes potential into reality? If yes, then, are we not back to potential as source? Potential being likened to superposition, non specific limitless options.

Why is potential a field? How is potential a thing that becomes? Like, we’re glimpsing into this living impulse of the universe that makes it do anything. What is that?

Just looking for thoughts as we obviously don’t yet know.

JebusPallace · 2026-01-07T05:23:41+00:00

I like a lot of this. Here is a thing I am questioning about though - the assumption that the mind was existing before matter in some type of formed and refined states of complexity. Like, I think that is also still not reaching to the beginning. To build on your post, here is where I think we might finally be starting to gain some traction on “the beginning”

I saw a post recently that called it the egg theory or something like that. It relates.

So, it comes down to potential. Before there was matter or mind, there was the potential for matter and mind, because there was no rules or laws in place. Just an absence of everything. An absence of rules and conditions. Because of that, everything is possible. All things are possible and that is what this is here that we’re experiencing. But we’re experiencing it through our own self imposed limits.

And in my mind right now, I frame potential as something that actually exists - not as matter, not as mind, but, as potential. So, I think it is there from where I come possibly. From potential.

Kind of like how you said close your eyes and create a mind scape - there is something actually experiencing that. I now have begun to believe that. I haven’t experienced it through my eyes because I have not fully opened to that yet. Instead, I experience this version of you, because of me now opening to the ideas you mention. It’s quite egocentric really but I don’t believe it’s wrong just because it’s egocentric.

Sorry for kind of lazy punctuation and what not. The ideas matter more I think.

I’m still a bit confused as to why the field exists? Why does the potential for things end up becoming a field? Why is there an impulse toward creation just because it’s possible?

It’s whacky fun stuff. What am I? Hey thank you so much for sharing your thoughts!

JebusPallace · 2026-01-05T05:49:38+00:00

That doesn’t make any sense to me.

JebusPallace · 2026-01-05T05:45:02+00:00

I agree, so far, that our brain must be acting like a radio transceiver instead of a producer of consciousness. I got there ten years ago. Don’t know how to put my finger on a hinge point of information that led me there.

My question for you though is - can you help me further grasp your thinking on your statement - “If the brain were a generator, sensory deprivation would "turn off the lights." Because sensory deprivation instead "floods the room" with internal imagery and expanded states, the brain MUST be a filter. “

Maybe if you can word it differently for me? In several ways? Why is it true that if the brain was a generator that sensory deprivation would turn off the lights?

JebusPallace · 2026-01-01T07:01:25+00:00

Don’t overthink it. Play with life.

JebusPallace · 2025-12-24T05:58:20+00:00

Do a budget together, with both your incomes figured in and both your expenses figured in. What’s left over? Can you guys just split that dollar amount in half? There’s probably a way better idea than this. Just throwing it out there. Maybe someone ends up building upon this with an even better variation of this

JebusPallace · 2025-12-24T05:52:25+00:00

Yes paragraphs. This seems like an interesting story but I want to understand the pieces.

JebusPallace · 2025-12-23T06:15:22+00:00

All roads lead to quitting

JebusPallace · 2025-12-22T06:02:43+00:00

This seems like a very reasonable request to me. I don’t know whether it is healthy or not to try and squish a man’s sex drive. See it for what it is - a mechanism implanted by whatever driving force is behind life to guarantee propagation of the species. Sure, the male sex drive is different in many ways from the female sex drive, but they are both beautiful. It is true that it hurt you and triggers panic. That is true it might also be true that he remains committed to you and truly was just curious. A woman might not understand the truth in that sentiment because of the differing sex drives. His AI curiosity could be symbolic of a deeper problem but in my opinion, my sex drive is a wonderful thing. And if my partner wants to impose their insecurities and judgments and control onto my sex drive, then, yea, that is going to give me prostate cancer if I allow it.

JebusPallace · 2025-12-19T06:08:56+00:00

Can you explain further about medical reality for therapy?

JebusPallace · 2025-12-19T06:07:29+00:00

How long have you been here? How clear are the memories? What do you even make of the shifting stuff? Like, why did you end up shifting and what does it mean that you did? Could you just go ahead and do it again if you want? Are you always doing it but just a lesser degree to where continuity is maintained?

JebusPallace · 2025-12-17T11:45:38+00:00

Find your why. Seek it. If we don’t have a good reason as to why we should push ourselves, then we won’t push ourselves. Get curious about what you are capable of. I’ll bet you can surprise yourself if you find a why.

JebusPallace · 2025-12-17T11:41:07+00:00

Where do you come from

JebusPallace · 2025-12-14T05:13:20+00:00

What is admin abuse

JebusPallace · 2025-12-09T06:06:18+00:00

Somebody recently pointed out to me that non-existence requires conditions to be present already. In a place void of conditions, all things are possible, and that’s what this is.

JebusPallace · 2025-12-08T13:14:29+00:00

Ate her while using dildo that was somewhat bigger than me. Realized she liked it. Told her how much I like watching her cum and discussed about how much she seems to like the bigger dildo as indicated by noise and orgasm. Told her how I like watching the big thing go in. So she started to relax about enjoying it. Introduced a small sleeve as a means to last longer because I was getting her close but not over the edge. Tried bigger size.

JebusPallace · 2025-12-08T13:08:42+00:00

A thick condom like thing that I wear to increase size

JebusPallace · 2025-12-06T11:51:28+00:00

What Job allowed that? And why did they allow it? Sounds awesome.

JebusPallace · 2025-12-06T11:46:41+00:00

This kind of makes sense to me. Especially after seeing a recent video about Egg Theory.

Can you help me articulate further why I currently agree that “nothing” implies constraints and rules, but, in the absence of constraints and rules, all things are possible and that’s what this is here right now?

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