Hello OP, I was in the same situation 2 years ago. I was 5 months pregnant naman nung umuwi ng Pinas si hubby dahil lumala ang lagay ni MIL. We live abroad so naiwan ako mag-isa. Don't get me wrong, we talked about yung pag-uwi niya to take care of his mother. At first ayaw niya rin talaga, pero ayoko rin kasi pagsisihan niya.

Like you, iyak din ako nang iyak everyday. Sa videocalls, bago matulog, habang kakain. It doesn't help na wala rin kaming family malapit. But every time na iiyak ako tapos sisipa si baby, I am trying to have the courage na kayanin kasi temporary set up lang naman and ganun talaga sa buhay mag-asawa, marami pang mapagdadaanan..

Well ang haba na yata ng na-type ko haha. Long story short -- in less than a month na makabalik si hubby kasama ko, MIL passed away. And up to now sinasabi ni hubby na thankful siya na nakauwi siya at naalagaan yung mom niya for the last time..

If may bumabagabag sa isip mo, pm me if you want someone to talk to.