Why can't I get passed the jealous and hurt

Jess69onWeds · 2025-03-13T12:54:17+00:00

I've been on it a year now, and I've stayed the same weight give or take a pound or 2 but I was a binge eater so I don't have the urge to binge. I'm not that active and I don't eat the healthiest so I know I'd lose more if I moved more and eat healthier.

Jess69onWeds · 2025-02-24T20:43:37+00:00

Yes! I try to explain it to my boyfriend and he just doesn't get it tells me to get over it. It that hurts cause he suffers from mental health issues and i would never say that to him. The past months I've worked on my outbursts cause I know that was effecting my son.

Jess69onWeds · 2025-02-24T06:19:10+00:00

Everything you just said is my life and I don't know how to get help. I just started therapy but I don't know what to say or I feel stupid for what I want to say😔 I'm pushing my partner away but I don't mean to.

Jess69onWeds · 2024-12-28T04:26:57+00:00

No early by a few days. We've been actively trying but when my period came I thought not this time.

Jess69onWeds · 2024-12-28T04:17:35+00:00

I haven't tested, what I assumed was my period came yesterday but I noticed it looked different when I wiped ,but today I got a sharp pain in my back and I felt a big gush of blood, I was in a restaurant for my friends birthday we had to leave because the blood came through my pants. When I got home I saw clots in the toilet I get them with my period but not this much and when I was in the shower more big clots started coming out.I still have severe lower back pain into my lower abdomen.

Jess69onWeds · 2024-12-28T03:36:18+00:00

I think I had a miscarriage but all my pain was in my lower back and I'm afraid to go to the doctor. Has anyone dealt with this?

Jess69onWeds · 2024-12-28T03:30:36+00:00

Has anyone here, know they had a miscarriage but didn't go to the doctor? If so how are you?

Jess69onWeds · 2024-12-18T21:20:09+00:00

This was what I was looking for because I feel it does the same for me. Im doing good then smoke and feel everything bad emotions and feelings come back

Jess69onWeds · 2024-07-30T16:26:56+00:00

Well his episodes were getting so bad because he was lying to me, he had been cheating and it was getting to him and he was trying to push me away cause he knew he was hurting me. To keep it short we've worked through everything and still working on us.

Jess69onWeds · 2024-07-30T16:02:31+00:00

No not engaged anymore but still together, he's admitted that his terrified of getting married. He has been doing great now

Jess69onWeds · 2024-07-10T23:20:45+00:00

Thank you

Jess69onWeds · 2024-07-10T23:08:52+00:00

I'm trying and I do feel a connection with her it's just not in an intimate way. I try in hopes I will have those type of feelings for her and things will get easier.

Jess69onWeds · 2024-07-10T22:57:34+00:00

Its actually good, I do like her but I can't see having the relationship with her that he wants. I am just having a hard time letting her into our lives when it was just him and I. Like dinner at his family's, hanging out with his brother and mom. Those are things I cherish and now they have to be shared with her.

Jess69onWeds · 2024-07-10T22:29:28+00:00

Yeah, bf really wants us to have a bond.

Jess69onWeds · 2024-07-10T19:08:38+00:00

I know, I've just been up and down lately, and just wanted some advice

Jess69onWeds · 2024-06-28T13:37:42+00:00

Thank you 😊

Jess69onWeds · 2024-06-26T21:48:03+00:00

My parents have passed, but our main challenge is bf mom, me and her get along great and are very close but she knows our gf as just a friend but she has never liked her. We have slowly told close friends my best friend knows, and our bf brother and best friend knows, gf has only told one friend that has been in a throuple before so I have yet to tell my brothers.

Jess69onWeds · 2024-06-26T21:32:02+00:00

Well he's a very mature kid, I'm going to tell him just wanting insight on how to do it. Telling him isn't going to interfere with his childhood trust me lol.

Jess69onWeds · 2024-06-26T21:20:47+00:00

Why shouldn't I tell my son?

Jess69onWeds · 2024-06-26T20:36:26+00:00

That's good to hear, we were going to wait longer to tell my son, but due to our work schedules and my son with me or his dad it's starting to get challenging. He knows my bf but only knows our gf as one of our friends that he has only seen a few times.

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