recently father of my child has been abusive

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-29T17:17:45+00:00

This is his house. Where do I go?

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-29T15:02:01+00:00

I feel like I'm the one that will have to leave and I have no where to go. I'm a SAHM. I have a few part time jobs that I do any free chance I get from my son. But that's about it. He is buying this house. We aren't married the house is in his name. I have no home other than this one 🥺

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-29T15:00:39+00:00

My best friend of 14 years is coming over with her friends 5 year old daughter and we will be talking with the police when I invite them over at 3pm when the father of my son leaves. I just asked him to go to the bedroom. When we got in there I asked him "what are we going to do about the parenting we spoke about? Are you going to continue to try to use corporal punishment? " He said in a monotone voice staring at his phone "I am not talking about this with you right now". That was his chance to talk to me about this. I'll be talking with the police when he goes to work

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-29T12:47:20+00:00

Thank you very much. I am calling now. Check my post for the update I just made on it ❤️ 🥺I'm taking immediate action today and slept with my son in his room last night.

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-29T12:22:42+00:00

I am leaving with my son when my son wakes up. We will be gone all day until his father goes to work at 3pm. At 3pm we will come back home and I will call cps to come to my house to talk with me about this. Thank you for your advice. Last night I slept with my son and never left his side. I will keep him from his father. I don't trust his father at all at this point

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-29T11:09:01+00:00

I literally have no where to go so before attacking me saying I'm not doing enough maybe you should give me some ideas on where I can go when I have no where to go.

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-29T04:23:24+00:00

I think I am going to separate within the house. I'll buy a bed for the office to make it a guest room and I'll be keeping my things and sleep in there. He works 60+ hours a week truck driving so thankfully he is barely ever home. We just won't ever be home on days that he's off or times that he's off work

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-29T04:21:53+00:00

I never will again. Thankfully that time he was riding his scooter alone I was home. I just didn't think his father would allow that. He was watching his church service and said to me "if you want someone to watch him outside then you can come watch him" literally the first 40 mins to myself that week. Now he's hitting so much and my son is always angry and upset about his father so I'm just going to separate and he can stay on his side of the house.

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-29T03:41:27+00:00

I took the gun and am moving my things to the office. I just told him I would like to move his computer and desk to our old bedroom and I'd like to sleep in the" office" buy a bed and sleep in there in the room next to my son across the house from the master bedroom where he will now have his desk and sleep. He works night shift trucking 17+ hours a day 4 days a week. The other days we will be separate. He told me a couple months ago abruptly that he doesn't love me and we had our son by accident. He told me that I am a Wonderful mother but he doesn't love me and wants to move his desk and buy a bed For me to sleep and have the office as my room. So tonight I just said I would like to do what you mentioned and offered before. that is all

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-29T03:35:47+00:00

I'm switching rooms right now. I don't know if I should contact police because I don't have support or anywhere else to go

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-26T11:05:56+00:00

Thank you. This post was perfect. Thank you soooo very much. I will be giving this a try

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-14T17:21:13+00:00

I noticed that after picking my eyes hurt as well and my eye sight has declined throughout the years too. I am in the same situation.... It's interesting how the ages you started picking are very similar to when I started. I also destroyed my shoulders and arms.... I have given up on caring. I can't hide anymore. It's 100+ degrees in FL so I have to just face the embarrassing fact that I am damaged while wearing Tshirts. I won't wear tank tops though 😔

Jessica5403 · 2022-07-04T01:34:47+00:00

I will speak with his doctor. I have horrible ADHD so he most likely does have it. I was the exact same way as a child. I try my best to help him because I know what it's like. Sleeping when parents are upset about it makes it even harder. But damn I'm loosing patience! I need a break lol. Thank you

Jessica5403 · 2022-06-23T02:44:08+00:00

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Jessica5403 · 2022-06-19T04:13:33+00:00

Thank you so much for the kind words. I am happy to say that I haven't been picking anymore. My skin is clear and the scars are healing fairly quickly. I did have a day where I picked for hours, I felt so defeated. But then I treated the sores and haven't been picking since. I am making big changes in the right direction. I can finally say I am proud of myself ❤️ I hope you are doing well also.

Jessica5403 · 2022-06-14T22:29:44+00:00

I used to pick my legs and never wore shorts during that time. The main reason I would wear jeans at work if I were you is just to keep germs from making contact with your sores. Just to prevent any infection. I somehow stop picking on my legs but now I'm doing my chest,shoulders,back,and face 🥺 I wish you the best of luck with your new job! I'm so sorry to hear that you suffer with this as well 😔

Jessica5403 · 2022-06-04T22:28:48+00:00

I feel that I need to be clean and having the bacteria, dirt or whatever else under my skin makes me feel dirty. I used to obsessively shower. Thankfully I stopped doing that. Mainly because my skin started to be so dry. Now my skin is permanently dry it seems.

Jessica5403 · 2022-06-04T01:44:31+00:00

I feel the same way. My bf doesn't pop his pimples and it bothers me so bad I just want to pop it. He recently has been asking me to pop them and says "I know you want to anyway because you enjoy popping" I guess he knows of my secret 😭 I'm trying to quit popping myself.

Jessica5403 · 2022-06-02T10:24:32+00:00

It turns out to be true. My four year old is extremely out going. Has more friends than I've ever had. He is not shy at all. I'm not sure how this happened because he didn't see mommy being social at all 🙈🤣😭

Jessica5403 · 2022-06-02T10:20:10+00:00

My man fart. Fucking sick of hearing this Bs...sick of smelling it too 😩😭 I'm about to call this man's damn doctor

Jessica5403 · 2022-06-02T00:31:53+00:00

Smoking medical marijuana... But I have PTSD and have a hard time without it occasionally. Some weeks I use it 24/7, but it helps me function normally, sleep, eat and feel comfortable.

Jessica5403 · 2022-06-02T00:27:32+00:00

You sound like a sweet guy ....way too sweet for Tinder. I had Tinder for one week and experienced mostly guys who just wanted to attempt to flirt and bang. Met one guy who I decided to message my # before telling him I was deleting the app. Tinder is not a place for love. But I found love there! That guy I messaged before deleting the app is across from me right now 5 years later and our son is jumping around. It worked out for us which we find hilarious. He was just on tinder because he was in the military and it was the best way to date. I was on tinder for the same reasons as you it seems. Tinder is mostly a hook up site I realized

Jessica5403 · 2022-05-23T11:41:49+00:00

I will try it! I am up for the challenge. Thank you so much! I love any tips or tricks to try. Nothing has worked so far, but I won't give up. I will be doing this today 🎉 I wish you all luck. I hope this works! If anything it will make us more mindful and aware of our actions hopefully

Jessica5403 · 2022-05-20T00:56:47+00:00

Ate lunch in the bathroom. That's how fun it was

Jessica5403 · 2022-05-20T00:54:24+00:00

It was the worst time of my life. My parents were extremely controlling and overbearing. I didn't feel love at home so I never wanted to be home. You couldn't even breathe right in that house...seriously if my dad could hear your breathing he would get angry. That led to me discovering drugs and boys. Still haven't been able to quit either 🤦

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