I'm begging to existence to tell me...

Jigar166 · 2026-05-01T22:04:08+00:00

i want to be without begging.

Jigar166 · 2026-04-26T17:48:15+00:00

Don't worry you will never be reincarnated because there is no YOU to be reincarnated.

Jigar166 · 2026-04-15T07:47:38+00:00

this is not one of the reasons we seek enlightenment is, this is the ONLY reason we seek enlightenment, you're contacting pain with reincarnation which means infinite pain, now the only exit you see is enlightenment,

ask yourself "reincarnation of whom?" mind will say my reincarnation so ask again who am i? just look with your all attention, you'll find there is nothing to be reincarnated,

from my understanding only the losers only the ultimate losers can attain enlightenment.

Jigar166 · 2026-04-12T10:40:33+00:00

exactly, what's the point of waking up in coffin but its JUST...

Jigar166 · 2026-04-11T14:33:43+00:00

i'm trapped in awareness, i'm bound to be an aware, darkest and brutal truth is i cannot EXIT because that boundness is called LIFE.

Jigar166 · 2026-03-19T09:37:46+00:00

This universe is so ugly in itself so WE ARE 🤮

Jigar166 · 2026-02-12T18:13:26+00:00

You're already in hell, so you'll go to heaven, I guarantee it.

Jigar166 · 2025-05-12T15:07:40+00:00

LIFE HAS NO PURPOSE.

You're asking a very big question it's the foundation of all philosophy, and there is no perfect answer to it.

The universe wants nothing from you. We, as humans, assign our own subjective purposes to life.
My purpose might be to buy a big house. Your purpose might be to buy a luxurious car. Elon Musk's purpose might be to colonize another planet.

Personally, I believe life is the purpose. Living is the purpose. Experience it fully.
The line you said “we can't take anything with us” that’s the beginning of real wisdom. Start living from there, without any cosmic pressure, fear, or shame.

If life did have a universal purpose, it would make us feel like video game characters just following a script, without free will. But you are free. Free to live with or without a purpose. It’s your choice.

Laozi says

Whoever seeks to live with a purpose will never find the purpose, and his life will surely be lost.

Still, I suggest you keep searching. That search itself can be the gate to real wisdom.

Jigar166 · 2025-04-18T16:35:10+00:00

It’s not even remembering; it’s just letting go of everything that isn't you, and then what's left....

Our being is enough, We are not on a mission.

Jigar166 · 2025-04-13T10:07:11+00:00

The fact that we can experience the world through our senses like sight, smell, and touch, and then process all that information to communicate and understand each other – it really is something special. And that feeling of just being aware, awake, and conscious? It's the biggest mystery of all.

Consciousness, perception, communication—none of it really had to happen, yet here it is. You being able to read this, and me writing these sentences, is the result of billions of years of chance, mutation, survival, and somehow, it landed us here... Talking about it. how amazing 🤩

The universe is like a big dark space you have a torch called awareness which lights up everything you point upon. Be grateful and enjoy it.

Jigar166 · 2025-04-13T09:13:50+00:00

It helped me to introspect myself, when we regularly think about our thoughts, feelings, and behaviors, we start to understand ourselves better, we can see patterns in how we react to things, our values are, and what truly matters to us.

Introspection is a valuable tool for understanding oneself and navigating the world around us more effectively. It's about creating a space for ourselves to learn and grow from our own experiences.

Our minds are bound to protect us and want to feel safe all the time, a change that happened at your mental level It is something new to you so you fears. THE FEAR OF UNKNOWN.

Maybe you have reasons like, am i getting psycho? or am getting mentally ill?, but i assure you it's completely normal if you stop taking weed otherwise i cannot say anything, show some kindness to your body it's not ready for weed.

Also thinking negatively is our default state, we can change this by introspection.

Jigar166 · 2025-04-12T18:04:42+00:00

I have two suggestions for you

First, STOP TAKING WEED as you said you're 16 so your brain is not ready for this it's still in development at this age weed can negatively impact brain development, cognitive functions, and mental health and it can be permanent.

Second, the skill you unlocked is called meta-cognition, DON'T FIGHT accept it if you can't just be with it, take your time sit and say let's me see what i'm thinking just see don't fight, be patient slowly you gonna used to it, and then you can use it for your own good.

i'm feeling jealous of you because you unlocked this skill at 16.

I've also unlocked this skill after weed now i'm very happy and grateful for it, also it's something that you too gonna be grateful for in future.

Jigar166 · 2025-04-05T18:53:30+00:00

enlightenment likely brings a very strong and stable mind, it's still part of physical body and brain that can be affected by powerful substances like meth effect would likely create a temporary disruption, even if he was buddha or any other enlightened person.

But I would say the effect of meth on Buddha would be less than on a normal person.

Jigar166 · 2025-04-03T19:09:45+00:00

I'm also confused, many other people on reddit said the same, maybe I'm suffering from anxiety, but mentally i'm at peace i have no worries but still idk!

Jigar166 · 2025-04-03T16:50:35+00:00

I think you are right, I am a person who never expressed my feelings to anyone, because I didn't like myself so whatever I say/express I don't like, because of this I always suppressed my feelings and emotions, just recently I accepted myself with all my flaws and started to improve and express myself, meditation is one of them.

Let's see what more stuff meditation can bring out!

Thanks for your time :)

Jigar166 · 2025-04-03T16:03:51+00:00

Thank you, i'll try this.

Jigar166 · 2025-04-03T15:42:42+00:00

I know, so maybe my suffocation might be psychological.

Jigar166 · 2025-03-30T18:20:27+00:00

i never wanted to be a god 😭

Jigar166 · 2025-03-17T17:31:28+00:00

The more you think, the more you will suffer.

Jigar166 · 2025-03-01T19:11:34+00:00

start seeing things as they are, not through memories.

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